I am in a black dark painful hell so anything you write is OK by me. I live in a small community and have certain boundaries on our insurance so I am….and that is all…I have gained weight from eating even though I am not hungry. I struggle to maintain an outer facade but I drove 12 miles to mass and sat in the back..I could not even go to communion…it was too much. I feel trapped and obviously I am writing in the morning because the end of the day is beyond screming pain. So keep writing. People read when they can and I am sure most are going to a good place in their lives. I’m sure your struggles help them have hope.

Therese, Your comments keep me going. We are all connected. Thank you!!
To Liz,
I too am experiencing the black hell I deal with alone even though there are so may around me that say they will help me. I have kept the “black dogs” of suicide at bay for many days now and hope now after a long “vacation” which changed my routine, things will get better. I will pray for you that you persevere and be given the gift of fortitude when you need it. I have had this now for 20 years. There have been good times but become hard to see through a black veil that enfolds me and weighs me down. Keep trying. Somewhere and time life is worth living. You are never alone.
My Husband wonders why I can be so nice to others and be so sad and bitter with him. I asked him if he wanted me to pretend with him too? I don’t like how I treat my family and continue to question if they are better off without me. Last time I tried suicide, God gave me the answer I was needed, but I still don’t know why. Keep trying. Maybe God will give you the answer as to why you are here and need to remain.

Thank you for writing about how are feelings connect to our bodies and cause problems. I have a boyfriend who likes to point out what I do wrong most of the time, not what I do write. I get this very nervous stomach about it. I wish I wasn’t so easily affected by his comments but I am. Particularly because I really do my best to help him. His mother is ill and I try to do what I can to lift his spirits, but it doesn’t appear to be enough. Anyway, I feel things in my gut. I would like to find a way to keep it, the anxiety, from going there, I would like to cut it off because I get a stomach ache. All I am saying is I recognise the mental and physical work together.

I think the feeling in our gut is possibly intuition telling us that something is not right. It’s telling us to act on it, or at least be aware, and act when we feel able to.

I have angels who are pretty tough also. I just always remember to “try” and stay humble and to sort the good advice (from the human ones) from the bad. As for my spiritual angels. Man they are tough but (by ALLAH’S leave) so merciful.
Peace to everyone reading.
Taliah

Hi!” Liz; 1st, I want to tell you I have experience the same thing with an Angel that has been guiding me through my life…
I recieved through christian holy spirital prayer & unfortuately
I used the ouji board to receive these spirits. An Angel has given me
godly messages to love myself & to think positive in my life.
Now I write Christian poetry. It was not on purpose. these words kept coming in my mind.. So I had to write them down.. If I hadn’t write
them down, I would have forgotten these messages what were sent to me.
I talk to GOD every day.. My life has many disappointments.
Every time I try to get a job that is worth while to keep. something goes wrong.. I think I’m jinx all through my life. I have talk to some one who is spiritual; They said there could be an evil spirit making my life to go wrong… I’ve been through two marriages the first one he was abusive. Now this husband is disturb with his uncaring selfisness. He is 20 years older than I am. Gambling most of his money away & blames me for losing it. I’m not even with this person when he gambles.. I want out of this marriage so bad. But I’m too poor to divorce him now. At times in my life I feel so helpless I wish to leave this world. That other person who wrote to you; was saying how nasty she is to her husband & kids. I know some woman who is like that; Her husband does not love her.. But he is with her for his kids.. Because he didn’t have a good childhood life.. He has told her he wants out of his marriage; She is batty in her mind.. She is on medication..but has a great decent job with a high income. This woman casn’t hide her action at work.. I’m just waiting for her to flip out on some one at her job. If she was on her own she wouldn’t suffered to support her self. Like I have for the pass 10 years. with out my kids & no one to help me out. But I had to live with my Mother for 2 years many years ago. Then I finally move out on my own.. With an income of 12,000 yearly. not so good. I think if the wife is evil -nasty she can aford to live on her own . Why make every one suffered.. Also that goes for if the husband is rotten to live with. If they can’t compromise to make a happy marriage. the answer is a DIVORCE; especially when they don’t love each other. I don’t know why people who can’t have a good marriage should make a better life with their kids without their spouses, just Divorce them. I think it’s all wrong to try to stay in a marriage that is rotten from the start…
God wants marriages to be happy & peaceful with love. When someone is insane with madness. they don’t have any hope. Then why make other love ones suffered. I sound like I’m saying too much to you..
I’m sorry.. But I had & have a distressful marriages.. I can’t believe how some men stay with evil disturb woman when they don’t deserve any thing in their life..I was a nice sweet loving wife.
Then I couldn’t take his mean nastiness, I had to Divorce no matter what!” I’ve lost my house & my kids live with their father all because I couldn’t afford a 3bed room home for them. This is really hell to me….Well my question is? will my life be the way I truly want it to live; starting this year? I pray every day for God help me with all
my problems.. It is taken many years…
Sincerely Renee’

I never see an angel ,I dont know what you people are talking about
” DEMANED GOD TO SEND YOU ANOTHER ANGEL” You dont demand GOD for anything.

I THINK WE ALL HAVE THAT GOOD & BAD ANGEL ON OUR SHOULDERS! IF WE BELIEVE! BUT WE AS ADULTS CAN PUT OURSELVES IN CHECK! WAKE UP EVERYDAY AND GIVE THANKS FIRST. THEN START EACH DAY LIKE IT’S OUR LAST! I PRAY EVERYDAY AND A LOT. EVEN FOR THOSE I DON’T KNOW! I KNOW THE POWER OF PRAYER IS AWESOME! WHAT’S NOT GOOD IS DEPRESSION AND WE MUST LEARN TO LOVE OURSELVES AND GET OURSELVES HELP! I ENJOYED READING A BOOK CALLED THE SECRET! TRY IT YOU MIGHT LIKE IT! GOD IS NOT ON SPEED DIAL OUR PRAYERS ARE ANSWERED WHEN IT’S RIGHT! GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU AND KEEP YOU SAFE! THINK POSITIVE! NEGATIVITY OUT THE WINDOW!!! THANK YOU !

Thank you Wanda. I wish I was as positive as you are. I believe in God and I pray to him as often as can. I sometime talk to my guarden angel don’t know if he/she hear me but I do talk to him/her. I try to have a positive attitude but sometimes when things go wrong it can be hard.

Believe in Angels “absolutely”. When I found out I haves Multiple Scorsese
I keep it to myself turning to the Angels and God even more. It was a year before I even told my husband, when I did tell him he got mad at God for doing this to me, I look at him with a smile on my face and said I never blame him not once, bad things happen in life and you can keep side stepping it or go through it. I don’t side step very will on my bad days with this MS but when you fall down and even have a good cry while I’m down there, you hear a little voice say “are we done yet or not” and even start laughing then you know there’s no place to go but up. And he’s always there we all have a couple of Angels around us reminding us in little ways you just have to be open to them they report to the big guy upstairs. People can be pretty rude that’s a nice way of putting it and I can find humor in it sometimes but sometimes it can really hurt even with tears in my eyes I forgive them. And a little voice says I’m walking the right path. Hold fast that help is on the way. It just takes time his time not ours.
Keep the Faith

I am just starting to read and learn about angels, and from what I am learning and seeing from reading, there are no bad angels. Angels are here to help us and protect us not scold us and tell us we are raising demons. I think maybe that is satan trying to get to you. Also I agree with Christine, You CANT demand GOD what to do and what not to do. GOD is a loving God, not a mean GOD that would send you mean angels.

Ummm ….How are you going to demand god and tell him not to send you another angel? Cause the way I see it Your just looking for attention or something but who knows

I believe that in this vast wordly arena where we have various angels who come into our lives at different times. We may not always agree with those guardian angels;however, do know they were placed in our lives at certain times to evaluate circumstances and help us make difficult choices. We may not always agree with these guardian angels as sometimes when we need our angel ourown mindset is in a depressive or anxious state. However, the angels give us food for thought and action! They are their to hold our hand or give us a kick to get out of the tremendous rut one can place themselves in. So yes, guardian angels may make you think and give you different opinions but there is a spiritual bond which causes them to be there just when you need them. Thanks for sharing your writings on those few guardians that may have different opinions but reappear just when we need them. Sincerely Laurie

hello
my name is georgia heidt at the age i had cancer i couldnt have children one night my room was dark and i saw the virgin mary she tolded me i would be fine shes with me every time im ill i was having bad sizures from a massive stroke i had in 1999 this left me with conjestive hereat and brain desige nine weeks ago i dird on my way to the hospical i wish i new how to draw i saw mother mary in a feild of beauful flowers i ask her are you taking me now she told me kno0w and after i came back out of the coma i started doing lots better i belive strongly in the lord and mother mary there with me every where i go god bless every one
sincerly yours
mrs georgia heidt

IT IS TRULY REFRESHING TO KNOW I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THIS BIG WIDE WORLD WHO FEELS ALONE AND DIFFERENT AND LOW AND BEHOLD THERE ARE ALOT OF ME’S. THANK YOU FOR YOUR STORIES AND INSPIRATION TO US ALL…..GOD BLESS!

DEAR MAUREEN,
I HAVE TO BE POSITIVE I WORK WITH LITTLE CHILDREN! AND I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN LIFE IS TOUGH! SOMETIMES WE DON’T EVEN KNOW WE’RE SAD. WE LOCK OURSELVES UP . I KNOW I HAVE DONE IT! FIRST STEP IS TO TAKE BABY STEPS AND JUST REACH OUT TO SOMEONE YOU TRUST. I KNOW EASIER SAID THAN DONE! BUT IT WORKS…OUR ANGEL MAYBE THAT ONE PERSON YOU ARE REACHING OUT TO…I KNOW THIS FOR A FACT!!!
I LOVE WORKING WITH CHILDREN BECAUSE THEY SNAP ME OUT OF IT THEY ARE HONEST AND LOVING!
WHEN LIFE HANDS YOU THOSE ROUGH TIMES WE MUST NOT LET EVIL WIN! WE HAVE TO BE STRONG AND FIGHT! THAT IS HOW MY ANGEL HELPS ME TO BE HONEST, STRONG AND FIGHT FOR THE RIGHTS OF THE ONES THAT CAN’T!

I don’t believe in angel

HOW SAD! BUT YOU CAN BELIEVE WHAT YOU WANT TO BELIEVE! AND MAYBE ONE HAS NOT TOUCHED YOUR LIFE YET BUT ONE WILL…I WILL PRAY FOR YOU!
SINCERELY…

Yes i believe in angels. Somehow i have lived thru 20 surgeries.Brain surgery, shoulder surgeries, stomach surgeries, foot surgeries, 8 wrist surgeries, and a back sugery, but you cant tell to look at me.
I know i have angels around me that God blessed me with the day i was born. I never believed that without my angels guarding and guiding me, that id even be here. Just because we cant see them, doesnt mean we dont have them. Thats where faith comes in. If we dont have faith, we better question our lives.
Love and prayers to all,
Laurie
XOOX+++++++++++++

So much depends on the way something is worded by our ‘human guardian angels’ as well as every other humans in our lives. I think often people want to be encouraging, but ny chhosing negative words like ‘raising demons’, their message gets lost. Most negative words have a positive counterpart which we should all seek to use whenever we can. the truth doesn’t HAVE to hurt and serves little purpose when it does, as we each tend to close ourselves off to whatever pain we can, especially since there is so much misery we are defenseless against.

God is real so is angel
Love
Mercy

Guardian Angels you email? I know I have Guardian Angels but I only talk to them. (Two of them are my best friends who went to Heaven much too soon.) They tell me what to do and what not to do. I’m not saying Therese doesn’t have a human Guardian Angel. I just don’t understand. When my mother has a rough decision to make, she will laugh and say her Guardian Angels got into an argument and the one with the “crooked” halo won.

am very interested in your comments but how can i see that i have angels around me.how do you feel when your angel is around you.

I know that our guardian angels are those we loved while here on earth. As they enter into heaven, they become our guardian angels and help guide us till we ra ere-united with them in heaven! God bless my sons’ angels Aunt Maddie & grandpa B.

I do believe in God, Jesus, the Holy Mother Mary, I believe in the power of prayer. I have never seen or heard my guardian angel(s). I wish I could. I have been so depressed and suicidal since a doctor disabled me 3 years ago by “accidentally” cutting into my spinal cord while trying to remove a disc in my neck. I live in constant pain. My entire left side feels like the worst grease burn you could ever imagine from head to toe. It feels so hot and I even break into a horrible sweat from it. I had an active, happy life before this. My son graduated from college right after this happened to me so I am grateful I got him that far and ready for life. But now I am alone. My boyfriend of 8 years finally left me this summer as he said he couldn’t take seeing me like this anymore. I’m in bed 16 to 23 hours a day soetimes because if I get up and start moving, the burning flares up horribly. I’ve contemplated suicide many, many times. I have probably cried almost everyday. I feel like my life is over and I can’t drive or do anything, I have to be on strong pain medication every single day. I get so lonely and I don’t know what to do. I pray to God to help me, to stop the pain. When you hurt so bad you can hardly even talk to anyone, muchless sound cheerful and able to laugh…before this happened I was so happy and cheerful and I encouraged others, I wrote music and helped young writers to write out of love instead of expecting to become rich by doing it. Everyone said I was uplifting and so encouraging. I just don’;t know why this happened to me. I even wonder if God forgot to give me a guardian angel or sometimes I try and think back that maybe I did something so horrible that I am being punished, but I don’t see how anyone can live alone like this in this much pain. I am trying my best because I don’t want to go to Hell by killing muself or hurt my son, but no one seems to understand how truly miserable and in pain and lonely I have become. If I do have a Guardian Angel I hope she will talk to God about my situation abd about how hard it is getting to be to hang on to this life. I feel I am nothing more than a burden to those I love now. I really do. Can somebody pray for me or ask my guardian angel to help me somehow? I feel like they are not hearing me anymore.
Thank you,
Jackie

guardian angels are real and indeed helps us in time we are in need; for God has blessed us with guardian for we may be safe in the name of Jesus Christ who gave his life for our sin and the sin of the world. Also angels talk with us as we sleep at times and we can feel there love all around us.
I believe in the power of prayer and God and my beloved Jesus Christ who save me from a world of hate and injustice. I once was lost but by the love of my Jesus; Now I found. Angels and the love of God and my Jesus my life was save by Angels the were given order from our beloved Jesus and thy father.
Angels always walk with us and help us in many way we think we don’t see or understand. We all have angels starting from family and friends, we also have blessed angel send by God and our beloved sweet Jesus or Lord. So for whoever doesn’t understand listen and hear, Your angel will answer any questions or fears someone may have.
God Bless everyone
be still I leave you peace!

Do you know that just as sure as God has his angels Satan has his and do be carefull as you already know, that what is in your spirit dewells the spirits that invoke which angels come to you? I have seen deaths door twice due to sickness and I have loved the Lord God with all my soul and both times I know it was God himself who was with me I dont put my faith in angels but rather The one who died for me so that I may be saved from my sin. I would be very affraid to place my faith and trust in any thing else This is only my thoughts and wish not to offend any one but do read all about it in your Holy bible on sale most any where in our great country most churches will give you a copy if you so desire peace and love be yours today
one of his own

on october 8,2006 MY NIGHMARE BEGAN.MY DAUGHTER IN LAW KNOCKED ON MY DOOR EARLY IN THE AM..SCREAMING MOM MOM,DEAN NEEDS YOU.THERE HAS BEEN A TERRIBLE JEEP ACCIDENT AND TYLER IS DEAD.WITH THOSE WORRDS RINGING IN MY EARS,I HAD THOUGHT WE WERE IN A DREAM.AFTER SHE HELPED ME DRESS AND LOCK MY DOOR WE DROVE DOWN MY HIGHWAY WHERE THE JEEP HAD ROLLED SEVERAL TIMES AND HAD HIT THE TREE.TYLER LAYED THERE UNDER A BLANKET.MY SON DEN WAS ABLE TO GO HOLD HIS BODY AND CUDDLE HIM IN HIS ARMS,AND I SCREAMED AND FELL TO THE GROUND GOD PLEASE HELP US,,I KNEW TYLER WAS GONE,I COULD FEEL THE AIR AND A FEELING SWEPT OVER ME THE ANGELS WERE THERE TAKING HIS SOUL UP TO GOD IN HEAVEN.NEXT MY OLDER GRANDSON RYAN.WANTED TO HUG AND SAY GOOD BYE TO HIS BROTHER..I LOST MY HEART OVER AND OVER WATCHING THEM GRIEVE FOR HIM LAYING THERE.PLEASE PRAY WITH ME GOD WILL HEAL EVERY HEART TONIGHT THAT IS SUFFERING,LONELY FOR THE ONE WHO LEFT.REMEMBER ONE DAY WE ALL WILL BE TOGATHR IN HEAVEN.THIS WORLD IS NOT OUR FINAL HOME,GOD PREPARED A PLACE,GOD LOVES YOU.AND ME,AND ALL OF US MUST CONTINUE PRAYING.

I have learned that sometimes even our guardian angels say things that seem to hurt when it is said but then again makes a lot of sense later on. I had my parenting skills questioned many times by my guardian angels, yet, in the end when I look back on it, somehow they always seem right. Especially since my first little angel did end up being somewhat of a little devil. But now I am listening to the advice given and noticing the difference in child (little angel) number 2.
As for the politics, I kind of agree when it comes to talking politics. I have gotten into more arguments over my views on politics that I have given up discussing them.

I have readed all of the comments abouts Guardian Angels, and I Know that you all need them very much, and the good Lord,and Heavenly Master, God Almighty whom did make all things that is incuding Heaven, and Earth, Will Hear your Prayer, and my Prayers for each and every one of you, it may be not when you all want it right away, but at His blessed time, to show His power,and His well, will be done on earth as it is in Heaven, so dear People, Meaning( Jackie, Janice, Kay Clark, Tiffany Chapman, and Edwin.) even when I do not Know who you are I scenced you, my family’s and mine love, and prayers to you all. Because you see we have been blessed very much, our family is part of a big family, it call the United States Military, so our prayers go out to the family whom has lost that child,and the young person whom is very much hurt and unable to move, our prayers go to you to, Jackie,and Mrs. Chapman, sometime it is good to know what is go on in the world today so don’t be so hard on youself, just let other people find out for themselfs what you have been bless to know a little early then the rest of them, and don’t judge them because the good Lord give you the information soon then HE DOSE THE REST, BE understanding,and kind, and just wait dear,and about your parenting skills, I am quite sure Children did not come with instruction manual, or Books on How to rise a Child, like my grandmother used to say it is try and error,and a wing, and a prayer, and with the Lord’s Will the Child will grow-up to be good, and kind, and with wisdom that the Good Lord, and Almighty God had given them. So I am ending this Comment to of you all that are address here, and whom are not address here, and whom are feeling down, and out, and in pain, and lone, and feel like that no cares, and one is thinking about you, and those that do not believe in angels, and if you believe in the BiBle, or what faith you do believe in, I will be keeping you all in my to night, and for a very long time from now, because I do know this God Made the Heavens and the Earth, and He also made the angels too, weither they be in the spirt,and the Lord Almighty make in human form, or appear to be in human form like the three angels that appeared onto abraham telling him that he was going to have a son by his wife sara, and that the Lord was going to Distory the City that his brother lived. So I do believe in guardian angel, because my brother was in somail, in our country’s Military, and there were many a times that he like to get killed, But the good Lord Sent my brother and a many of the other people, their guardian angels to protect them and bring them home saftey to their familys here in the good Old U.S.A., our Prayers Was anwered, and I am here to tell you, your will be too. God Bless You Now and Always,and may keep you safe and happy, and you be always protected and keep the faith, there is always a brighter day and I will be prayering for you all, and now I am going to say goog night,and God Bless you all. Marie! sorry if wrote to much. hopefully less next time.

I was angry and frustrated at God, telling Him that I want to come home now. This is world is painful and if He left me here I would get lost. Driving to work in 2006, one morning, I asked Him angrily “where is my Guardian Angel? You promised me one!” Then I got my answer on the 24 November 2006, when my only son, my beautiful son was called to God at the age of 17yrs. Yes, God answered me and told me that not only did I have a Guardian Angel but that I had the priviledge to give birth to that Angel. Reis is my guardian angel and always was.
God Bless all that believe in His name. He gives the Angels charge over us. I love all the Angels in Heaven. To God be the Glory, praise and Honour forever.

I am needing you all help in a little matter one of my family members is needing our prayers greatly, her Oldest Child is in a bad way, with many a drugs and Having so much pain,and that is why he get mix-up in these drugs in the first place. So Please Keep this Child in mine when you say your prayers, no matter faith you all believe and where it comes as lone as you believe in God, where you call him Allah, Almight God, the Great Spirt, and Divine creator, Heavenly master,and the Lord on High, when we call on these names we are calling on the one and the same God, Just calling on by a diffent names, so I do not care what is said in newspapers,or anything else, as long as you believe in your belief, keep it strong,and the faith, just keep this child in mine,and say prayer for him and the member of my family that is the parent of this blessed child whom is sick and now needing our prayers. God Bless you all. and talk to you all later. love Marie.

I am praying for everyone on this Blog. Everyone has so much to deal with these days. I too have many things that I need prayer for in these days. I really believe in Angels and will tell you my encounter with one in another blog. I’m in too much pain today to keep typing. It’s damp & rainy. But Rose Marie, we all endure what God feels we can handle. Bless all of you and remember if you have doubts of why things happen to love ones and why little babies and children have to suffer from sickness,etc.–We will receive the answers from God when we pass away. There is a reason for everything. God has a plan for each and everyone of us. It is the human Race who make the bad choices, not God. Elaine

i am living with a very unpleansant man. When he is not emotionally abusing me and our daughter he is physically abusing the dog. Not hurting her to a point where she is physically hurt just enough to make her yelp. When i ask him why he does this he says so I will have something to yell at him about!!! If i had the finances I would leave but i do not have it. While I work fulltime, I don’t have enough to support myself and my daughter. He has never physically abused either of us just the dog and only to the point of a yelp but to me that is too much and unnecessary!! I pray to God everyday for a financial blessing that will get me out of this hell but it goes unanswered. We lost our first daughter at 4 months of age to SIDS and since that time he has become a very depressed jerk who will not seek treatment. I have begged him to see someone, and threatened to leave but he knows that I can’t. He is a hardworker and gives me all the money to handle but then when we don’t have money because of bills I am the one who gets blamed. I hate my life. Here it is the last day of 2007 and I am praying with all my heart and soul to make 2008 better. Please pray with/for me to find a way to get out of this hell. Please :O)
Hugs,
Joanie

Hello everyone, I am sorry that I had not posted anything in a long time. But I thought that I would just write and let you know what has happen. You see, When I had wrote this in this blog in 2007, I was having a rough time of it myself. You see, one of my children had been taken from this country by her Father, going against a court order. Well, I still believe in guardian angles,and the Great lord above,and all of his loving power. But let me tell you all why, you see, the child that was missing has be found and had return to this great country of ours. The child was taken in 1998, and Great Lord and heavenly Master, brought her home to us in 2009, and she has been here still. There was guardain angles that had protected her, and brought her home.
So when I tell you to do not give up, and just hangon and give your guardian angles a chance to do what is needed, I do know hwat I am talking about. So dear ones hear me when I say, just hangon, let your guardian angles do their blessed job, and them do what the Good Lord wants done for your family, just give them a chance and then there will be miracles done everyday of one’s life. Stop and take a look around you, and just see his Miracles, all you have to do is look. Well, I am going to go for now, and I will talk to you later. respectfully Marie, you all are always in my prayers, and in my thoughts.