
Tuesday February 26, 2008
Category: Protestantism/EvangelicalismWhat makes an ex-Protestant?
I've really learned a lot from you all on these inquisitive threads. I thought I might as well ask readers who once were Protestant but now aren't: what made you leave? As longtime readers know, I was raised Methodist, but...Filed Under: conversion, Protestantism

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In chronological order:
1) longing for worship (not teaching in the place of worship)
2) Sacraments
3) Apostolicity
Posted by: Mary | February 26, 2008 6:37 PM
Rod,
Basically what Mary just said. I came to examine protestant beliefs and found them not to be in accordance with the teaching and practice of the early Church.
Posted by: Joe | February 26, 2008 6:46 PM
I'll take Mary's lead and try to do it Chronologically:
1. Disenthrallment with sola scriptura ("Bible only") because an Orthodox writer pointed out (a) the disunity and denominational chaos it has produced along with (b) some important parts of the Bible, regarding the Church, that I hadn't (literally or figuratively) underlined.
2. The discovery that there was a continuous apostolic succession in Orthodoxy that had not led to the errors of Catholicism against which the Reformers - legitimately, I think - protested. (This is what made me decide to believe the Creed's article on the Church instead of abandoning it.)
3. The relief I felt at being able to bow and make the sign of the cross. Maybe that's silly, but those had always seemed appropriate to me, yet would have raised eyebrows where I had been all my life.
4. The Liturgy did not sweep me off my feet with rapture, but it answered a long annoyance that so much Protestant "worship" - even in Reformed churches rumored to be conservative - fully deserved the scare quotes because it wasn't directed to God at all. It was hortatory testimonials. I couldn't figure out why that happened (I've got an inkling now), but saw it happening again and again as I protested. Anyway, the Orthodox Liturgy is absolutely worshipful.
5. A sense of balance and sobriety in Orthodoxy that had been lacking even in somber Calvinism.
As I alluded to in an earlier post, I more or less stumbled onto all this in the course of investigating Orthodoxy for the purpose of arming myself and, even more, those whose "Elder" I was in the Church, against it. It's tempting to say that I wasn't bright enough to notice it on my own, but I think the reality was more a matter of "Jesus Christ is irresistible and Rome is unthinkable, so keep those blinders in place." (Rome is less unthinkable now, BTW.)
Posted by: Reader John | February 26, 2008 7:15 PM
We started asking who is right, meaning which denomination? Jesus prayed that we all may be one, not 30,000 different (whatever the number of Christian denominations there are now). So we started looking back to the early church and realized that there is a lot of stuff that was left out. There were several hundred years of Christianity before the bible was canonized. That means there was a lot of oral teaching. Paul says to do those things which he has taught, whether by word (speaking) or epistle. We were missing the oral history. Once we really started looking at the early church and realized that the Bible wasn't suddenly dropped from the sky as a comprehensive book to the church in acts, sola scriptura started falling apart. Who was first, the church or the bible? Who decided what went into the bible.
Posted by: Jeremy Heise | February 26, 2008 7:29 PM
You know, having mentioned leaving the Baptist church for the Lutheran, this is something I thought about then and continue to examine. It may be that I remain Lutheran or that I become Catholic. It's something I wrestle with periodically. Thank you all (honestly) for reopening that line of thought for me. Just thought I'd mention that tidbit.
Posted by: Matt | February 26, 2008 7:32 PM
I was raised Episcopalian, drifted away from faith altogether for about 20 years, then came back to God with a bang, at a time when I was in desperate need of His help. He helped. And, I realized then that I needed to go to church, to read the bible, and to go deeper into my faith.
I returned to a great Episcopal church, with an excellent priest, and had we continued to live there, would probably have remained Episcopalian for life, even though the issues ripping apart the national church bothered me. As it was, though, we moved, and the Episcopal church in our new town just wasn't nearly as vibrant, and, it seemed to me at times, that the priest, although a good man, had some doubts. That bothered me, and it bothered me even more that there didn't seem to be much help from the diocese for a struggling priest (true of all protestant denominations, I think.) Being a priest is a tough job, and anyone can have a crisis of faith-- it's not a sin, more of a tragedy-- and a priest in that position needs help, as does the congregation. It seemed to me that a more hierarchical church, like the Catholics, would make that help available.
But, I had been interested in Catholicism before. Having now attended a Catholic church for over a year, and having done a lot more reading (old books, plus JPII Theology of the Body, and the Catechism, and some Pope Benedict), it seems to me that the Catholic church is the only one that is truly catholic. Every kind of person-- from the highly logical and analytical to the pure mystic-- fits in there. The protestant churches seem to me to be more tied to a national temperament of their country of origin-- the stiff upper-lipped Brit is a natural Anglican, the dour Scot a natural Presbyterian, etc..
Anyway, the Catholic church fits my temperament, as being more welcoming to the mystical sorts, and I just love the whole thing-- the music, the liturgy, the community, everything. I even see the importance of confession-- not fun, but definitely helpful. I think the Protestants lost a lot when they lost that.
Doctrinally, I don't think there are any important differences between Episcopalians and Catholics-- people like to make a big deal of the "real presence" of Jesus in the Eucharist, but I don't have a problem with that. I felt that way as an Episcopalian-- Jesus was always making himself present to us in an important way in the Eucharist-- arguing about exactly how is, I believe, unimportant.
Posted by: Lisa | February 26, 2008 7:42 PM
Since I already told my story over at "Why'd you leave? Why'd you stay?", I'll just say that Newman answered this question best and with the most brevity: "To be steeped in history is to cease to be Protestant."
Richard
Posted by: Richard Barrett | February 26, 2008 7:51 PM
As I said in a previous combox, the non-denominational Bible Church I grew up in described a 'close, personal relationship' that exists between the Christian and Christ.
I never felt it, never sensed it, never had any indication that any of the cast of supernatural beings described by the Church actually existed.
I think it would be nice if I could believe that was the way things were - that I could believe the universe was created by a loving Deity with a wonderful plan for my life. But, despite years of prayers, I just don't have any inkling that such a One exists.
Which makes staying in a church sort of pointless.
Posted by: John E. | February 26, 2008 7:54 PM
Interesting. I'm still Protestant, but many of the same things you guys are talking about are what has drawn me out of contemporary evangelical churchdom and toward Anglicanism. Especially the first point Mary brought up: longing for worship (not teaching in the place of worship).
Posted by: Ragamuffin | February 26, 2008 7:56 PM
I love my roots as a Baptist preacher's kid, I honestly do. But here is how I would explain, in a few words, what pushed me toward the ancient church and all the way to Eastern Orthodoxy. I was looking for a beautiful, non-fundamentalist expression of traditional, basic, conservative Christian faith.
Posted by: tmatt | February 26, 2008 8:09 PM
I still attend a protestant church occasionally, but intellectually and spiritually I think I'm in the process of converting to some form of orthodoxy (probably catholicism). I just don't know enough about it yet to choose properly. The reasons are: a realization that my previous understanding of the world - which I would describe as pleasantly christian, spiritual, and (as I've seen written here)"therapeutic" - absolutely did not prepare me to live a "good" life (at least, not the kind of life I think God wants for us), and, in fact, set me up to make some truly grievous errors (the same sorts of mistakes that I see replicated around me, a hundred fold over, every day); JPII, Tolkien, Merton, a growing awareness of the depth and wisdom of some of these traditions. . . .
In the past, when our society had common expectations and codes of behavior, being "pleasantly christian" was probably an adequate approach to life. But now, a lot of those churches are simply too timid and too self-abnegating to assert any kind of moral authority whatsoever. As a bulwark against the worst excesses of the current age, they will fail.
Posted by: Lynn | February 26, 2008 8:31 PM
My denomination (pcusa) deciding that you can call the trinity Mother, Child, Womb was the straw the broke the camels back for me. I'd been fed up with 'entertainment church' and not only missed the liturgical/traditional feel of how church was when I was younger, but was sad that my kids weren't experiencing anything deeper than pop-culture church.
It's taken me years of studying to grasp orthodoxy/catholicism, and I found it a very hard change. But, I felt where else could I go? Then Mark Shea posted an article about protestant joining the catholic church who are still really protestants at heart, just joining the catholic church in protest at what's going on in the protestant church. That made me stop and think - did I do that? I still can't answer that for sure.
Posted by: Momathome | February 26, 2008 8:46 PM
As I indicated in other other thread, part of the reason was the weirdness in Charismatic/non-denominational Protestantism.
Other reasons included some of things stated above: e.g., studying Church history; finding it hard to argue against the apparent evidence that the early Christians were liturgical, sacramental, hierarchical and episcopal; coming to grips with the fact that the early Christians and the writers of the NT primarily depended on the LXX and sometimes based their NT arguments/points on it, which raised canonical and textual issues, since the LXX had the Deuterocanonicals and evidences a different textual basis than the Masoretic text, as well as the issue of why did most Protestants use a text and hermeneutic that was different than what the Holy-Spirit-inspired Apostles and writers of the NT used?
I had accepted or been taught to accept the standard Creedal formulations, like Nicea and Chalcedon, re: the Trinity and Christology, and I had no reason to reject them, yet I found it odd that I and other Protestants would accept the pronouncements of the authors of these Creeds, yet reject their sacramental and episcopal beliefs. I.e., if they were so right about the nature of the Godhead, could they at the same time be so wrong re: baptism and the Eucharist, and about how Christ and the Apostles wanted to establish and organize His church?
Things like that just poked at prodded at my mind, until I could no longer sustain a faith in the inerrancy of my former Sola Scriptura Sola Fide Protestantism, so either the faith had to go, or the form of the faith had to change.
I am no Bible scholar, not by a long shot, but I was musing today on the differences between the Synoptic accounts of the Lord's Supper and St. Paul's recital in 1 Corinthians 11. These are just my thoughts, and they may be totally wrong; further study may cause me to retract all this, and I'm sure scholars could shoot holes in what I am about to say. But I'll say it anyway: It seems to me that what we have in St. Paul's words of the institution of the Eucharist are an embellishment and standardization of Christ's words. I.e., it looks to me that by the time he wrote his letter to the Corinthians, the tradition he had been taught about what Christ said and did at the Last Supper had already started to be liturgized, if that's a word. In other words, we are seeing what we would expect to see develop if the church was the way the Catholic and Orthodox Churches say it was. By St. Paul's time it has gone beyond "What did Christ actually say word-for-word verbatim?" to "What is the Apostolic Tradition of the institution of the Eucharist?" Once one begins to think this way, one knows that one cannot go back to a fundamentalist form of Protestantism.
Okay, now those of you who know more about these things, straighten me out, please! ;^)
Posted by: Eric W | February 26, 2008 8:48 PM
I was raised Protestant, so I qualify for this thread. I don't think it was anything specific to that denomination, but in my teens I started having serious doubts. The religious narrative I was taught seemed unlikely, had no evidence to back it up, and seemed logically inconsistent. At first I fought harder to believe, but then one day I stopped believing.
So at 19 I became a member of "no religion" group and I'm still in that group at 43. This is not quite the same thing as being an atheist as I think a god might exist, but it is not the same thing as the God.
Posted by: MH | February 26, 2008 8:55 PM
Rod, as a Protestant I thought your opening post was respectful. And most of the folks who have responded have followed your respectful lead. I've found their posts to be very thoughtul and interesting. But I gotta tell you that, as a big fan of this blog, I am grinding my Protestant teeth pretty dang hard over comments made by some of the other posters. Hope that someday you give us Prots a chance to explain why we stick to our guns. Thanks, and cheers.
Posted by: Bill | February 26, 2008 10:04 PM
It would be interesting to see a similar post about why so many people have left the Orthodox church.
Posted by: Daniel | February 26, 2008 10:18 PM
Same story as MH for how I stopped being Protestant.
But then, four years later, the Orthodox Church brought me back to Christ.
Posted by: James | February 26, 2008 10:37 PM
I ceased being an active Protestant simply because I ceased being an active Christian (or theist at all for that matter). I've reached a point where I have to admit to myself that I don't actually believe that any God or gods exist. I'm not ashamed to say that I want to believe. I want the universe to be somehow other than what it seems to be. But I don't. Nothing I've ever experienced personally, nor anything I've ever learned through science or human history leads me to believe that God is anything but a perfectly explainable human construction. I've never encountered an argument for the existence of deity, or the Christian deity in particular, that wasn't riddled with logical fallacies, stolen bases and unnecessary conclusions. Everything I've learned in studying astronomy and physics indicates that if there is a deity, it is completely superfluous and unnecessary to explain the universe as we know it. The misdeeds of religion has nothing to do with it. Quibbles over points of doctrine or practice have nothing to do with it. A God to conform myself to would be a great relief to me. But I've no reason to believe in such a thing, despite wanting to.
As far as Protestantism goes in relation to other strands of Christianity, assuming the basic tenets of the faith are true -- I can get on board with 4 of the 5 solas. Sola Scriptura just falls down on too many levels, although I believe that the Prima Scriptura approach is entirely tenable. I was raised Methodist, and still have a great affection for the church I grew up in. It is an extended family for me.
As I was taught, Scripture is final authority, but Tradition, Revelation, and Reason are the means of interpreting Scripture. We receive salvation by faith through God's grace (and are able to reject that grace as beings of free will), and since true faith will always entail works, "sola fide" and "sola gratia" are simply a way of making sure to attribute our salvation to God rather than our own eternally-insufficient efforts. Our works reflect and evidence our salvation, they do not earn it. Of the remaining two solas, solus Christus seems like a no-brainer -- Christ is the only Redeemer, and the efficacy of the sacraments and the hierarchies and all the rest lies only in His grace. Soli gratia Dei -- all of the glory of the saints, the popes, even Mary, is simply a reflection of the true glory of God, without whom they would be nothing. I'm far less versed in Catholic and Orthodox theology on these points, but nothing in the above seems to contradict scripture or the witness of the early church.
Posted by: allen | February 26, 2008 10:50 PM
I was raised Presbyterian/Reformed, in a devout family with 16 years of Christian eduction (in multiple denominational flavors). Why I left for Rome Sweet Home:
1. Studying linguistics and postmodern thought in college. I realized that a faith that sought truth in a static text but disregarded tradition as the best guide to interpretation was completely untenable. Faith can't be in words which are infinitely malleable, it must be in The Word, who is a living being.
2. Several years of questioning what "personal relationship with Jesus Christ" really means. Emotions are too flimsy a basis on which to encounter God and grow in Him. Sacraments, received with faith, are what truly graft us branches onto the vine.
3. Reading the Catechism of the Catholic Church, which made a whole lot more sense than Calvin's Institutes (which yes, I read).
4. Needing a rock to stand on in life - a 2000 year-old foundation. Everything I had planned or taken for granted in my life was turned upside down during my last year of college, from career plans being dashed to my parents splitting up. I needed something much more universal and enduring than the doctrines that had been taught to me by the people I had trusted.
5. By Providence, being at the right place at the right time. I have read many of the "ex-Catholic" posts and Rod's description of why he became Orthodox. Setting aside the people who just don't want to face the challenge of the narrow path, what I see is angst over failed Church leadership and lack of orthodoxy, which makes me very sad, and also very grateful that this is not my experience at all. I am very blessed to live in one of the fastest-growing, most orthodox, best-led diocese in the country. Here, a "liberal" parish is one that has guitar music at more than one Mass per weekend and has female altar-servers (just in the last couple of years), but still has a "Pro-Life Corner" in the bulletin, advertises NFP classes around the diocese, and there is no open dissent. And if you don't like those guitars, if you're willing to drive no more than 10 miles you can take your pick of Latin Mass or several English Masses with traditional hymns and chants. (And Spanish Masses too; maybe even Korean.) There is always a big crop of seminarians, and all the young priests are excellent.
Yes, many of the homilies are still mediocre, but it isn't hard to find Bible studies, Catechism study groups, Legion of Mary groups etc. if you are willing to commit an hour or two each week outside of regular Sunday Mass to growing in the faith. And the priests are still frail humans, but the clergical community is determined to confront problems instead of covering them up. I remember a few years ago hearing about one priest in the diocese being removed from his church because he was into pornography, and my own pastor has been in rehab for alcoholism for the last few months. But the important point is that the problem was identified soon enough and dealt with before any innocent parishioners were hurt by the priest's self-destructive problems.
When I've been to Catholic churches in other parts of the country, I am often struck by the same vapidity that many of the ex-Catholics have complained about. I even went to Catholic school for a couple years in a different part of the country, and that is definitely NOT a reason I became Catholic. Religious instruction there was lot of memorization, no explanations, no romance of orthodoxy. I think if I hadn't moved to this part of the country, I would not have become a Catholic. I only pray that more diocese will move in this direction, so that more people can experience what the Catholic Church should be -- even in all its messiness and imperfection, a lively, striving, growing manifestation of God's loving provision for the members of the Church Militant.
Posted by: KStreet Catholic | February 26, 2008 10:50 PM
Must agree, I also want to see the thread on why Orthodox leave Orthodoxy. I know that there will be many fewer responses, but I met one myself who left Orthodoxy for Protestantism for a very similar reason to that which one hears about leaving Catholicism for Protestantism. That is, that the faith was not "feeding" him. That Orthodoxy was just about the gestures and the liturgy, and not about meeting Christ and having a personal relationship with Him. Basically, Orthodoxy was described as just an "empty shell". Now, I found that very insulting, and I'm not Orthodox--I'm a very happy Catholic girl. My guess is that those who left Orthodox worship for a Protestant form don't read this blog, but it could still be interesting to ask the question. Oh, yeah, those who leave Orthodoxy for the Catholic Church would also be interesting to read--but I doubt that there are many of those. There are, however, many who are in mixed marriages between Catholic and Orthodox. I would very much like to hear how they deal with that. I personally have friends who are in this situation, and seem quite happy despite their different faiths (married for around 25-30 years).
Posted by: mary margaret | February 26, 2008 11:23 PM
The Lordship Salvation debate among the Baptist made me realize how one can take a list of Bible verses and come out with different answers with the Bible alone. I began to look at Church history (i.e., the Tradition) in terms of its trajectory, believing that the Holy Spirit was superintending Christ's people.
The Lordship salvation debate was not simply academic for me; it related to the love and mourning for a Lutheran mother by her Baptist-Mennonite son- me. And I don't think that I would have sought stability in the march of the Holy Spirit-led Church through time if I had not lost confidence in Sola Scriptura - standing on the Bible alone- in terms of the subjective human element that is inescapable in the process of interpreting and applying the Holy Scriptures.
We are limited by our backgrounds and our eras by cultural assumptions that we can see easily in others but not at all easily in ourselves- which undermines all systems of hermeneutics which claim to be logical and objective in a definitive way.
But also I was drawn by the depth and beauty of Eastern Orthodox Christianity, as well as the stability.
Posted by: Bill Gall | February 26, 2008 11:26 PM
"Interesting. I'm still Protestant, but many of the same things you guys are talking about are what has drawn me out of contemporary evangelical churchdom and toward Anglicanism. Especially the first point Mary brought up: longing for worship (not teaching in the place of worship)."
Ragamuffin--I feel much like you do about this thread. My wife grew up Protestant with a non-Practicing Catholic father, and a kind-of practicing Protestant/evangelical mother, and went to a Catholic School until 8th grade. She is also currently a teacher at a Catholic school. She has expressed a desire to convert to Catholicism, but is sticking by me and my reluctance to convert. (Her mother has since converted to Roman Catholicism) I was inundated as a child with all of the evils of Catholicism (and pretty much all denominations that weren't fundamentalist/charismatic/evangelical), so it is really difficult for me, and this is hard to admit, to accept things like the intercession of the saints, and I'm not quite sure how to say this, but the elevation of the Virgin Mary to more than a blessed human being, and the idea of purgatory.
Right now, I believe that orthodox Anglicanism is what I have been looking for, but at the same time, I am very curious about Roman Catholicism and the Eastern Orthodox Church. So many of the reasons that so many of you have given for leaving Protestantism really appeal to me in the same way that orthodox Anglicanism has--much like Ragamuffin wrote. I really appreciate the respectful and civil tone of this thread, and I am really starting to see more and more how the stereotypical images of Roman Catholics, and EOC Christians are not at all what I was taught, nor are the reasons that you have chosen your tradition. This is a tremendously difficult decision for someone who was pounded with misinformation, but I can almost tangibly sense God leading me from the traditions of my parents--so thank you all.
Posted by: Mike D | February 27, 2008 12:29 AM
For me (beyond the supernatural aspect of Grace and Faith of course) it was two things:
1) As a Baptist I never understood why Mary wasn't give more attention. After all, I thought, she IS the mother of God. That's no small thing.
2) Ironically, given my right as a Protestant to interpret Scripture I concluded that the Eucharist (what we called Communion) was NOT a symbol. Later I cheered when I read the Flannery O'Connor quip, "If it's a symbol, the hell with it." Exactly right.
However, I should note that there were about 18 years as an agnostic between the time I ceased being a Baptist/Christian and the time I slipped into the Catholic Church like a truant child saying, "I don't feel tardy."
Posted by: Max Schadenfreude | February 27, 2008 2:30 AM
Mike D:
Leaving Protestantism for Orthodoxy was one of the hardest things I've done. I fought it tooth and nail, mentally at least, and alluded in the other thread to the existential angst it caused. I fully sympathize with your predicament. It can be an extremely difficult, distressing, and discomforting time or process in one's life, and for some it lasts years (I've read testimonies of converts who said it took more than 10 or 20 years before they would or could make the change). On the other hand, some people take to it like a duck to water, as if they have found what they have been searching for.
Bill:
I don't know exactly which comments disturbed or irritated you, or have you grinding your teeth, so I can't respond to your concerns or apologize or explain myself if it was something I wrote. Feel free to explain why you stick to your guns, as well as which guns they are, since "Protestantism" encompasses quite a range of Christianities.
Posted by: Eric W | February 27, 2008 8:31 AM
Rod, as a Protestant I thought your opening post was respectful. And most of the folks who have responded have followed your respectful lead. I've found their posts to be very thoughtul and interesting. But I gotta tell you that, as a big fan of this blog, I am grinding my Protestant teeth pretty dang hard over comments made by some of the other posters. Hope that someday you give us Prots a chance to explain why we stick to our guns. Thanks, and cheers.
Care to elaborate on this, Bill? I didn't set this thread up to make it a "let's beat up on Protestantism" opportunity, any more than I set up the ex-Catholics thread for that. The ex-Catholics thread has turned into a pretty interesting discussion about why some go. I figured that the earlier "Why'd you stay? Why'd you go?" thread gave people of all churches an opportunity to talk about why they remained Catholic, Protestant, Orthodox, whatever.
About setting up a "What makes an ex-Orthodox?" thread, I guess I could do it later, but given how teeny-tiny Orthodoxy is on the American scene, I thought putting an entry up on that point would waste space. But if y'all want me to, I will. That will be the last one, though; I don't want to start a tour of religious affiliations with this thing. "What makes an ex-Jew?" "What makes an ex-atheist?" "What makes an ex-Mormon?" etc.
Posted by: Rod Dreher | February 27, 2008 8:54 AM
Especially because the smaller religions (or atheism) may have been covered on the "Why'd you leave? Why'd you stay?" thread.
Posted by: Rod Dreher | February 27, 2008 8:55 AM
In a nutshell, my leaving of Protestantism was based on my realization over time that the Protestant distinctives, especially sola scriptura, were not the teachings of the early, undivided Church. Specifically, I was studying the New Testament in a somewhat liberal Catholic college, and got to a point where I could not see how the Evangelical view of Scripture (sola scriptura combined with Biblical inerrancy) could avoid eventually defaulting into theological and Biblical liberalism. I started studying church history, specifically the history of Biblical interpretation, and after a period of time the light went on for me. At that point I realized I could no longer remain a Protestant, and thus had to decide between the RCC and the EOC. But that's another story.
Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 9:09 AM
The short answer: I was tired of the hypocrites.
In college I "accepted Jesus as my personal savior" and began over 20 years of life as a conservative, evangelical Christian. I was headed towards seminary, fully devoted to preaching the Gospel. I was active in all the religious right organizations (Promise Keepers, Christian Coalition, etc.) and was very serious about both my internal walk with Christ and my external walk before men.
Somewhere after the '96 election and before the 2000 election I began to see how the religious right was more interested in power than in the Gospel. We were supposed to stand up against the "homosexual agenda" but not rock the boat about adulterers in the movement (Charles Stanley, Newt Gingrich, Jimmy Swaggert, Rush Limbaugh, and others) because they were on our side. Spending on the poor was bad, but tax cuts for the wealthy were good. Standing against abortion was wonderful, but talking about innocent men and women who had been killed by the state under the death penalty was not tolerated, lest we be seen as soft on crime.
In short, the Bible's restrictions were used to apply to everyone else, but not ourselves. We made Jesus a cheap whore to the GOP, and anyone who suggested that we were putting party ahead of Christ was a heretic.
I left the GOP in 1998, and by 2000 I had enough of the crap that passes for evangelical Christianity in this country. It has become a tool for those who wish to grab power and prestige in this country, and is as corrupt as the most rotten corpse. Today's conservative evangelicals would not know Christ if he were painted raspberry red and hitting them on the foot with a 20# sledge hammer.
2 Thessalonians talks about a great falling away that must occur before Christ returns. Conservative evangelical Christianity, which has married itself to the whore of Babylon (the GOP) represents that falling away. I want nothing at all to do with it. If the devil exists he will be found today among the leadership of that movement, insisting that to be a good Christian one must support the GOP.
Posted by: ds0490 | February 27, 2008 9:26 AM
Oh, and if people want to use this thread to discuss why they moved denominations within Protestantism (e.g., Anglican to Presbyterian, Baptist to Bible church, etc.), I'd be really interested to read those stories.
Posted by: Rod Dreher | February 27, 2008 9:30 AM
So, ds0490 - are you an ex-Protestant, an ex-Evangelical Protestant, or an ex-Christian?
Posted by: Eric W | February 27, 2008 9:30 AM
Most of the people I have asked on being an ex-protestant are not affiliated with any of the traditional protestant denominations like lutheran, presbyterian, methodist, episcopalian, baptist etc. I've even seen a couple major baptist churches stop calling themselves protestant and dropped baptist from their name.
Posted by: neo | February 27, 2008 9:38 AM
"2 Thessalonians talks about a great falling away that must occur before Christ returns. Conservative evangelical Christianity, which has married itself to the whore of Babylon (the GOP) represents that falling away."
That's a rather novel take on eschatology...
Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 9:39 AM
I would imagine reasons for leaving the evangelical wing are quite different than reasons for leaving the mainline wing. I have done both, in fact. I left the Baptist community because I read Hebrews 5:14-6:3 and wondered why the Christian life seemed a sort of Groundhog Day, replaying the day of conversion over and over again without actually living the faith thereafter. I left Episcopalianism (as my wife left Presbyterianism) because of the rampant theological drift. It seemed truth was a secondary commodity to niceness. To live up to my GenX background I can sum up mainline protestantism with a quote from Seinfeld, "It's just so much fluff."
Posted by: JR | February 27, 2008 9:59 AM
My stay in Protestantism was relatively brief. It encompassed the first 3 years or so of our marriage. Why I left the Baptists:
1) Catholic Biblical justifications seemed equally plausible to Baptist ones.
a) Stepping out of the Pauline letters, the Gospels and other letters seemed to suggest that faith did indeed manifest itself in observance of the commandments, in works, and not just in oral testimony. They suggested that these things were necessary for salvation.
b) The Bible seemed to suggest that one could and that people had lost their faith.
c) It was not inherently obvious that the Lord's Supper was symbolic and not real.
2) Reading an old encyclopedia and finding the Baptist claim of lineage to the apostles was rejected by secular academics. (My Baptist church emphasized this. Others don't.) So, they were indeed Protestant despite their protesting otherwise.
Posted by: M.Z. Forrest | February 27, 2008 10:02 AM
The incarnational, sacramental depth of Catholic Christianity proved to be irresistable for me. Having grown up Lutheran I already had a good "catholic" grounding but I found myself increasingly attracted to the fullness of that catholicity in the Catholic Church.
Although Lutheran hymnody is superb and most Lutheran bodies have upheld the historic liturgy of the Western church my prayer life increased markedly as a Catholic. Praying in the traditions of my spiritual ancestors gives me a deep connection to the generations that have precededed me and the Mass has become the central spiritual anchor of my life, along with the Liturgy of the Hours and Catholic devotional practices.
I also appreciate the Catholic emphasis on carrying the fruits of the Mass into my daily life as part of the Mystical Body of Christ.
I don't feel I have really "left" all that was good in my upbringing. All serious Christians will follow the call to discipleship. For me, I have found the fullness of that journey as a Catholic.
Posted by: Christine | February 27, 2008 10:08 AM
I grew up in a nominally Congregationalist family in New England in the 70s, although I have few clear memories of anything save scarlet hymn books, bare white walls in church, and being thrown out of sunday school for being a hyperactive, annoying kid around 3rd grade. When my parents divorced, that was the end of church.
I ended becoming a lazy agnostic (as opposed to one who actually came up with intellectual rationales for the position) from the age of 10 until my late 20s. I lived with a Pentecostal family in central Africa whilst doing doctoral research who invited me to visit their church, which turned out to be an "invitation" to immediately convert to Christ and join after my first visit. Although my conversion was more like that of the Saxons to Charlemagne than anything else, I ended up learning quite a bit - mainly about how deeply people in the congregation felt about their faith, and how radically different their views were from the vague touchy-feely approach of my Congregationalist past.
After returning home, I immediately skipped out on the faith. Once I returned to the same country for a year, I found myself, much to my own suprise, attending a mainline Protestant church every Sunday. At the same time, I became close a Catholic family living next to my Pentecostal hosts who seemed to do a much better job of living the spirit of the Gospels than anyone else I knew. I was invited to Mass, and found it frankly a puzzling experience the first time. The second time, I immediately knew God was indeed fully present in the Body and Blood of Christ.
I walked out of the Mass in shock. This sort of thing isn't supposed to happen to supposedly well-indoctrinated leftist grad students in the humanities, you know. I had been a forgettable secular agnostic grad student up until that moment, and now I knew I had to sort out my life to become an equally forgettable Catholic believer. It took me several years to bring my life in accordance to the Church, but I finally joined the Church 5 years ago. The intellectual reasons for my conversion to Catholicism came after the encounter with Christ.
More power to y'all who had a less erratic path in the faith than I, or took a route that doesn't make you look quite as mentally unstable as my own.
Posted by: Jeremy | February 27, 2008 11:04 AM
Rod, thanks again for your openness and respect. I'll take you up on your offer. I grew up Protestant (Presbyterian with evangelical overtones). A few years back, our congregation had a change of leadership and moved toward the "seeker sensitive" approach. My wife and I gagged on that and started looking for another church. At the time, one of the three spiritual mentors in my life was a Catholic. He suggested we try Catholicism, which we did. We found that, as much as we respected individual Catholics and had benefitted from Catholic thinkers and writers (Henri Nouwen, in particular), we could not bring ourselves to leave the Protestant fold. So we eventually landed in a Lutheran congregation (my wife grew up Lute), although I still operate in evangelical and Reformed circles as well. Ever since, we've been asking ourselves why Protestantism is so deeply ingrained in us. We break it down this way:
1. History. Each of our families (like most Protestant families) have vivid stories of ancestors who fled persecution in Europe. For us, the Reformation is not a dry entry in a history book.
2. A skepticism toward human tradition. I can't recall who said it, but the saying is that "Catholicism is Christianity, covered by heavy accretions of human tradition. For most Catholics, that tradition nutures their Christian faith. But for some Catholics, that tradition is fatal to their faith." Protestantism teaches us to be always on guard against human traditions that threaten to obscure the Biblical message. Or to put it another way, the Reformation is an ongoing process. "Always reforming," as we say.
3. Agrarian vs. urban. Both my wife's family and mine come from rural backgrounds. The proud Protestantism of those families reflects (in part) a resistance to the urbanization and industrialization of our country (with which Catholicism was, rightly or wrongly, identified). At least within our branches of Protestantism, there is a recurring theme of getting back to rural American values (ala' Wendell Berry).
4. There are some things this Protestant boy simply can't "get." After many years of college and graduate study, visits to Europe and conversations with my Catholic spiritual mentor, I gotta admit that I don't "get" most Catholic doctrines and traditions: the veneration of Mary, the role of saints, priestly celibacy, monasticism, the Fighting Irish of Notre Dame. Maybe I'm just dense, but its a fact of life for me. It isn't that I denigrate these things. I simply don't get them.
5. The Protestant-led reform movements of the 19th and early 20th centuries. Abolition of slavery, temperance, Prohibition, child welfare, prison reform, etc. Even secular historians say that it was Protestantism that drove these. I'm dang proud of that (yes, even temperance and Prohibition, which were largely sincere attempts to deal with horrific social problems caused by alcohol abuse).
6. Empowerment of laypersons. As a Protestant, I feel free to seek out creative ways of "walking my talk" as a Christian, without being subject to any kind of hierarchy, and without taking a back seat to the clergy. Example: in the early 1990s, I founded an evangelical Christian environmental group and published a green Christian newsletter. This type of "grow your own" ministry by layfolk is encouraged in the Protestant world, especially among evangelicals. The fact that I had no ecclesiastical title and worked entirely outside the church structure was not viewed as an impediment.
7. Music. Yes, I appreciate classical music and the many beautiful masses set to music. But central to my faith are the old Protestant hymns and gospel songs. Sorry, but you gotta be Protestant to truly appreciate "Amazing Grace," "A Mighty Fortress is our God" or "Are You Washed in the Blood of the Lamb?". It's a deeply cultural thing.
8. Preaching. Thanks to my Catholic friends and Lutheran wife, I have come to appreciate the Lord's Supper more. But for me a good sermon is still the highpoint of Sunday worship. In my humble experience, all the good preachers are Protestant.
9. Potlucks.
Anyhow, that's one Protestant boy's stumbling explanation of why he remains (and will always remain) Protestant. At the same time, I continue to value and learn from Catholics and Orthodox as my brothers and sisters in faith. Thanks for listening.
Posted by: Bill | February 27, 2008 11:10 AM
I grew up MO synod Lutheran (luke-warm, drop the kids off for Sunday school, but don't stay for adult services variety). I am very, very thankful for that influence in my life because when I went through the usual explorations of young adulthood, I had an innate understanding that religion was a serious affair and not a feel good project, social gathering, or project to do worldly good works.
In my investigations, I was very impressed with the historicity of the Catholic Church, the origins of various practices in the Catholic Church and the apostolic origins for the faith. I didn't do any scholarly study about the Church Fathers or anything like that, but learning about the long history of many mundane things like vestments, incense, beeswax candles, Stations, structure of the Mass, and comparing the Didache with the modern Mass gave me a real sense that the Church was more or less continuously consistent for 2000 years (and even earlier if you consider Judaic origins of many practices). Since then, I have done more study, but those types of interesting little factoids gave me the initial impetus to leave Lutheranism and embrace Catholicism.
So, now I am a very convinced Roman Catholic who believes that an apostolic Church is necessary for salvation, but who yearns for the seriousness (at the parish level) of my Lutheran origins.
Posted by: Mark | February 27, 2008 11:17 AM
I had a similar experience as you, Rod. I grew up Methodist, but was disillusioned by that church when I began to get involved with pro-life work. I found it impossible to accept that a corporate body that accepts the legality of abortion was following Jesus.
I became a non-denominational Evangelical for a while, but I was never very interested in the "doctrine-lite" aspect of my experience of Evangelicalism.
I decided to dig into studying which Christian body today is most consistent with the teachings of Christ, and just as important, consistent throughout the centuries. I decided to become Roman Catholic, almost exactly 16 years ago (2/25/92), as I came to believe it was the Church founded by Christ, and protected from error by the Holy Spirit throughout the centuries.
Posted by: francis | February 27, 2008 11:25 AM
I left Anglicanism for the Orthodox Church twenty years ago. Early in college, I fell in love with the Anglo-Catholic expression of the faith in which I grew up. Such a love affair was sparked both by stories of the high churches in which my parents were deeply involved before I was born, and through reading and study. I had even planned to become a priest. This was all an awakening to Christian orthodoxy, both theological and liturgical. In just a couple of years, though, the chasm between my Anglo-Catholic ideal—an orthodox one--and the reality of the Episcopal Church became unbearable. Finally, the ordination of the first woman as a bishop in ECUSA sent me scurrying to the local Orthodox parish in Austin where I had already made contact in the spirit of good ecumenical relations. The priest there had been an Episcopal priest who sought out Orthodoxy during the Bishop Pike heresy in the 1960s and was very, very helpful to me.
So why not Rome, even though I loved the Tridentine Mass--mostly in English, of course--and prayed the rosary? Based on what I had seen of contemporary RC liturgics and other developments, such a move would have been a step even farther away from tradition and deeper into the Protestant ethos I was leaving behind. Plus, I perceived and do perceive deep theological and ecclesiological problems with Rome. What if the Orthodox parish to which I had access did not use English? I don’t know. I simply thank God it they did.
Posted by: James P. | February 27, 2008 11:58 AM
Bill: 7. Music. Yes, I appreciate classical music and the many beautiful masses set to music. But central to my faith are the old Protestant hymns and gospel songs. Sorry, but you gotta be Protestant to truly appreciate "Amazing Grace," "A Mighty Fortress is our God" or "Are You Washed in the Blood of the Lamb?". It's a deeply cultural thing.
When I became a Catholic, I was shocked by how awful the hymns are, and how little most US Catholic parishes care for the RCC's rich treasury of sacred music. I never quite got over the great hymns of my Methodist childhood. And I have to say the most difficult thing about being Orthodox is the lack of Christmas hymns during Nativity.
Posted by: Rod Dreher | February 27, 2008 12:13 PM
I'm still a Protestant with no immediate plans to stop being one ;)
As I mentioned before, I was raised as a liberal secular humanist agnostic. To this day, my mother cannot fathom how I became a Christian. She would have been OK with a liberal mainline denomination (she herself used to attend a Methodist church because she enjoyed singing in the choir), but I had to go and become a Bible-thumping evangelical who actually BELIEVED all that Jesus stuff. The horror!
My husband is the son of a pastor in an charismatic church. I cannot even describe how weird their church is. I still think they are pretty bizarre, and I'm still not convinced they are actually speaking in tongues rather than just spouting random gibberish, but they do love the Lord. I was a confirmed agnostic when my husband and I began dating, but he dragged me to church on Easter and my future father-in-law gave a sermon on Christ's literal bodily resurrection. I was shocked that modern, educated people could believe such a myth, but a seed was planted and several weeks later I found myself reading the New Testament just to see where they could have gotten this absurd idea. Much like C.S. Lewis, the more I learned about Christianity the more sense it made and two years later I was baptized as a Christian.
I did not much care for the charismatic aspect of our church, and neither did my husband, and when we moved to a different state we joined a small church that was part of the Christian Church/Church of Christ (another rather obscure denomination). They were very Protestant but not Calvinist (in fact, one of our sister churches had a huge row and split up when it was found that an elder secretly believed in predestination). We joined mainly because we lived around the corner, and because we liked the pastor so much. I didn't really know much about what I believed, I just knew I did. It was a good church in many ways; although they were suspicious of higher education (that was for liberals), and quite convinced that all other denominations were Getting It Wrong (the Baptists had that whole Calvinist thing going on, many of the other Protestant churches didn't do TOTAL IMMERSION baptisms and thus they weren't REAL baptisms, and don't even get them started on the Catholics). There were also a lot of people who enjoyed explaining at great length exactly why every time the Bible says "wine" it really means "grape juice" (and don't you know, Jesus preferred Welch's?) and why God was a Republican. Still, we made some wonderful close friends and they really emphasized studying the Bible.
When we moved back up North, we found the church selection to be rather slim pickings in Cambridge, Mass. There were a lot of Unitarians, and a lot of very liberal mainline churches, but not very many that actually believed the Bible. We belonged to a large orthodox Congregationalist church in Boston (not to be confused with the completely non-orthodox UCC Congregationalists), and when we moved up here we joined a non-denominational community church.
I love my pastor, the people at our church, and we have a lot of seminary students in our congregation so the Bible studies are excellent. I am not nuts about the clappy-happy contemporary style of worship, but I deal with it because I otherwise really think it's a great church.
Still, I find myself intrigued by Catholicism (perhaps because I read a lot of Catholic blogs, and have two good friends who are strong Catholics). Despite coming from church traditions in which Catholicism was reviled, I can't help thinking that the current proliferation of Protestant denominations and sects is a good thing as far as Christian unity is concerned. I mean, I have *personally* witnessed congregations splitting over predestination vs. free will, whether baptism should be sprinkling, pouring or immersion, whether you should have Communion once a month or once a week (and whether it should be pita bread, regular bread, or those strange little chiclet-like wafers). There's a lot to be said for the consistency of the Roman Catholic church over the past two millennia, and lately I've been reading the writings of the early Church fathers and have been pretty amazed that the Protestant church manages to ignore them so completely.
Posted by: Salamander | February 27, 2008 12:21 PM
More or less ditto to Christine above: "I don't feel I have really 'left' all that was good in my upbringing." I grew up Methodist, had a lengthy adolescent-to-late-20s unbelieving period, and am now an absolutely committed Catholic. But the story for me is not "I left Protestantism for Catholicism" but "I left God, then returned."
I'm twenty years older than Rod, and the Methodist Church I knew was perfectly sound on fundamental theology. I have the feeling not of having left something but of having moved further into it.
Posted by: Maclin Horton | February 27, 2008 12:37 PM
Although I was raised Roman Catholic, I started to drift away from the Church in high school as a result of doubts raised in my mind by the teaching of the Christian Brothers in the Catholic high school I attended. This was the period immediately following Vatican II when all kinds of nonsense was going on. When I was 21 I went to hear Josh McDowell speak and gave my life to Jesus. Knowing nothing but Catholicism I returned to the Church but most of my friends were Evangelicals from Campus Crusade for Christ. They kept asking me questions I couldn't answer regarding why I believed certain doctrines. (To be honest, I put no effort into trying to find the answers. I just assumed they didn't exist.) Eventually I left the Church and ended up attended a Baptist church.
I became one of the adult Sunday School teachers and decided to teach a class on the beliefs of the Catholic Church. In doing the research for the class I began to discover why the Church held to those doctrines I could not previously explain. I began to see that the teachings of the Catholic Church fit much better with the Bible than Evangelicalism so I returned to the Church.
Posted by: Gary J Sibio | February 27, 2008 12:37 PM
I miss Christmas carols at Nativity, too! I think that we make changes in our lives for multiple reasons, only a few of which are conscious. My dissatisfaction with Protestantism was perceived emotionally long before my reasoning mind started to work on the issue. Once reason engaged, I asked myself about the heroic martyrs of the early Church. They suffered and died for Christ with a kind of devotion and love I couldn't even magine, and they evangelized the pagan Roman Empire in a mere couple of hundred years. I wasn't seeing anything on a similar scale as I looked around me. Then I started thinking about how those early Christians didn't have one of the foundations of Protestant praxis-daily, personal study of the Scriptures-and yet were far better Christians that I was, with my multiple translations, and my concordances, and my Vine's Expository Dictionary Of New Testament Words. It became evident that there was more than one way of being a Christian, and maybe the Reformers had thrown out multiple babies with bathwater. Once I began my investigation into Orthodoxy, it was easy to see that the Protestant foundations of Sola Scriptura and Sola Fidei were innovations, and that the early Church of my heroic martyrs was Orthodox and Catholic, and centered upon the Eucharist instead of preaching. What I had been missing as a Protestant was nothing more or less than the Church.
Posted by: Scott Walker | February 27, 2008 12:49 PM
I was raised Presbyterian, but dropped out of church at 14. I have attended Mormon, MCC, and non-denominational churches since then. I currently don't go to church and consider myself unaffiliated (which I believe according to the study, is the fastest growing segment of faith).
I think the reason faith in America is so fluid is because our lives are so fluid. There are so many changes that can occur in one's life, that one church or denomination can't meet all the needs all the time.
Another point to consider is maybe people have periods in their lives where they don't need organized religion of any kind. Pastors, priests, and rabbis don't like this, but that is the way it is.
Posted by: Tom | February 27, 2008 1:10 PM
"So, ds0490 - are you an ex-Protestant, an ex-Evangelical Protestant, or an ex-Christian?"
A good question. I am most definitely no longer an evangelical conservative Christian, and probably have left the evangelical camp completely (liberal and conservative). I find the tenets of Progressive Christianity, with it's broad view of the Scriptures, salvation and the Christian walk, appealing. However I find myself also in agreement with many of the positions taken by Harris, Hitchens and Dawkins in their arguments against dogmatic, literalist religions.
The likely puts me outside the Protestant camp, and perhaps even at the very fringe of what most would describe as Christian. So be it.
Posted by: ds0490 | February 27, 2008 1:35 PM
ds0490: "2 Thessalonians talks about a great falling away that must occur before Christ returns. Conservative evangelical Christianity, which has married itself to the whore of Babylon (the GOP) represents that falling away."
Rob G: "That's a rather novel take on eschatology..."
No more so than comparing the Catholic church to the whore of Babylon, or considering the "apostate" liberal faiths as being the great falling away.
Today's church would do well to post the following on their doors, and on the front of their Sunday programs every week.
"To the angel of the church in Laodicea write:
These are the words of the Amen, the faithful and true witness, the ruler of God's creation. I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth. You say, 'I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.' But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see. Those whom I love I rebuke and discipline. So be earnest, and repent. Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to sit with me on my throne, just as I overcame and sat down with my Father on his throne. He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches."
Posted by: ds0490 | February 27, 2008 1:40 PM
"I find the tenets of Progressive Christianity, with it's broad view of the Scriptures, salvation and the Christian walk, appealing."
Heresy is always appealing. It tickles the ears.
Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 2:16 PM
My favorite books explaining the faith were apologetic and intellectual in nature. Chesterton's "Orthodoxy" and "The Catholic Church and Conversion" along with Belloc's "How the Reformation Happened", Karl Keating's book and magazine, Pat Madrid's book.... all good. Even though Mark Shea is politically retarded, his "By What Authority?" is one of the single most comprehensive explanations of why Sola Scriptura is wrong and I recommend it to everybody. I also listened to many tapes by Peter Kreeft, Scott Hahn (who didn't have any books out at the time), Thomas Howard.
Peter Gilchrist's book "Becoming Orthodox" helped me realize the Catholic church is the true church since even though he didn't quite make it into the church, he failed to provide any argument against it except "I don't agree with Papal infallibility".
I tried to read 7 Story Mountain but I found it boring an impossible to relate to. It was too much based on his own experience which bore no resemblance to mine. Many people I know and respect love Merton, so I don't have a big problem with him as a spiritual writer. His leftist politics took over his life and he ended up with a mistress, though.
The Catholic Church makes some pretty bold claims. Some people think the church is the "whore of Babylon". If the church is wrong about just one thing it's much worse than some ol' whore. It's more like a pimp... probably worse. But Peter had the best line "To whom shall we go?" Maybe this partially explains why I see the world so much differently than Rod. To me the Pope could launch a nuclear warhead and kill a million people and that wouldn't shake my faith, I'd jsut say "He was wrong to do that; that was a bad prudential judgement."
Pauli
Posted by: Pauli | February 27, 2008 2:29 PM
>>>Again, I don't want to start fights with this thread. I would just like to know why readers who were once Protestant chose to leave, either for some other form of Christianity, another religion, or atheism.
Posted by: John E. | February 27, 2008 2:30 PM
Bill, Ragamuffin and any others:
Please do not be discouraged by remarks such as "heresy tickles the ears". I'm sad in a personal way and ashamed in a communal way, reading things like that.
There are some people who, though moving into the Orthodox or Roman Catholic Church, retain love and respect for the Protestant churches. You just won't hear much from us here.
Posted by: SusanF | February 27, 2008 2:46 PM
'...he failed to provide any argument against it except "I don't agree with Papal infallibility".'
Which of course is what the issue ultimately boils down to. That and universal jurisdiction.
Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 2:53 PM
As a Catholic, I used to wonder why the Orthodox were so worked up over the filioque clause. Only later would I understand that it all goes back to authority, which is to say, is the ultimate authority in the church papal, or conciliar? It seems like a small question, but in fact it's an enormous one.
Posted by: Rod Dreher | February 27, 2008 3:05 PM
"There are some people who, though moving into the Orthodox or Roman Catholic Church, retain love and respect for the Protestant churches."
As I do, for the most part. But ds0490 was referring to Progressive Christianity, not Protestantism in general. So called Progressive Christianity is Christian in name only. One might as well become a U/U.
Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 3:12 PM
As a Catholic, I used to wonder why the Orthodox were so worked up over the filioque clause. Only later would I understand that it all goes back to authority, which is to say, is the ultimate authority in the church papal, or conciliar? It seems like a small question, but in fact it's an enormous one. Posted by: Rod Dreher | February 27, 2008 3:05 PM
It's not an authority issue, or a Trinitarian-model issue, but a language issue. I.e., they had said ... το εκ του Πατρος και υιου εκπορευομενον instead of that odd-fangled "fee-lee-O-kwaaay" stuff, it might have been acceptable. ;^)
Posted by: | February 27, 2008 3:36 PM
(typo correction)
It's not an authority issue, or a Trinitarian-model issue, but a language issue. I.e., if they had said ... το εκ του Πατρος και υιου εκπορευομενον instead of that odd-fangled "fee-lee-O-kwaaay" stuff, it might have been acceptable. ;^)
Posted by: Eric W | February 27, 2008 3:38 PM
"It's not an authority issue, or a Trinitarian-model issue, but a language issue."
From one angle this is true, but from another point Rod is correct, I think. The Western Church claimed the authority to unilaterally alter the creed without consulting the East. So while the precipitating disagreement may be due to language, the row over the creed has to do with authority.
Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 4:17 PM
Yes, and Christ-like humility, as perfectly exemplified by you, Tom, is a big part of why I left the Roman Catholic Church.
Posted by: Demetrio | February 27, 2008 4:48 PM
"It's not an authority issue, or a Trinitarian-model issue, but a language issue." - Eric W
From one angle this is true, but from another point Rod is correct, I think. The Western Church claimed the authority to unilaterally alter the creed without consulting the East. So while the precipitating disagreement may be due to language, the row over the creed has to do with authority. Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 4:17 PM
I was being sarcastic/humorous. ;^)
And persons like Perry Robinson at energeticprocession.wordpress.com would also argue that the double procession of the Holy Spirit that the Filioque declares distorts the proper or Orthodox understanding of the nature of the Trinity, which is an even graver problem than the authority issue.
Posted by: | February 27, 2008 4:52 PM
Sorry. That last comment about the Filioque and the Trinity was from me.
Posted by: Eric W | February 27, 2008 4:53 PM
DS0490: "I find the tenets of Progressive Christianity, with it's broad view of the Scriptures, salvation and the Christian walk, appealing."
Rob G: "Heresy is always appealing. It tickles the ears."
LOL...so how many of those pedophile priests or adulterous ministers had the right theological positions regarding the Bible? How many of those opportunistic political wonks in the GOP had the right Christology while they were accepting bribes and channeling money to their pet casino projects? How many of those mega-pastors in their mega-churches had the right systematic theology while they built their multi-million dollar buildings and bought their custom-made Lexus or Rolls and flew around in their custom-built jet?
The last quarter-century of religious reich empowerment has demonstrated that theology doesn't mean a damn thing compared to political power and money. When the GOP Christians were all up in arms about Clinton's adultery while saying not one word at all about Newt Gingerich, Rush Limbaugh, or any of the dozens of other adulterers in their midst speaks volumes about the sincerity with which these "Christians" hold their theology.
Today's evangelical Christians of the political right (and in a lesser extent the political left) are simply spoiled brats from the boomer days who have grabbed on to yet another social construct that builds up their fragile egos. Most of them wouldn't know beans about taking up a cross and following Jesus. The idea of personal sacrifice for the sake of others is as foreign to most of them as how to build a medieval seige machine. To many of them their Christ is simply yet another badge of personal empowerment and a way to make them feel better than those they disagree with.
Luke warm...not worth spit.
Posted by: ds0490 | February 27, 2008 5:03 PM
"Please do not be discouraged by remarks such as "heresy tickles the ears". I'm sad in a personal way and ashamed in a communal way, reading things like that."
Sticks and stones. What it boils down to is meaningless words hurled at someone who has a different belief. What Rob is saying is "I am going to Heaven and you're not...nyah, nyah, nyah."
This is one of many reasons that evangelical Christianity seems so bankrupt to me. For them, conversion ends the journey. For those in the New Testament, it was the beginning.
Posted by: ds0490 | February 27, 2008 5:08 PM
ds0490, you are making a rather common mistake, thinking that since correct theology does not somehow guarantee moral behavior, therefore having the correct theology doesn't matter. Your examples of Christian hypocrisy are valid, but they're just that, hypocrisy. Hypocrisy on the part of a religion's adherents does not necessarily indict the religion.
The key to a true Christian life is to have both the right beliefs and the right corresponding actions. Without the former you have heresy, without the latter you have hypocrisy, both of which a person can be judged for.
Posted by: Rob G | February 27, 2008 5:14 PM
What it boils down to is meaningless words hurled at someone who has a different belief. What Rob is saying is "I am going to Heaven and you're not...nyah, nyah, nyah."
Seems to me you're taking it too personally. Heresy *is* appealing! I can think of a hundred ways I'd improve God and his plan if I were in charge. ;)
Posted by: BG | February 27, 2008 5:16 PM
I grew up nominally Protestant. We went to a Methodist church for awhile, then a Presbyterian. But we rarely went to church, even on Easter and Christmas. Once in fifth grade, a classmate called me an "Easter lily" because we only went to church on holidays, if ever. I always admired the faith of my Catholic friends (during the 1970's no less). My (otherwise very conservative) parents didn't baptize me or my sisters, because they wanted us to choose our own religion. So in college, I converted to Catholicism, because of it's history and tradition. Boy, were my parents mad! They wanted me to choose my religion, but not THAT one. Now, I still believe the Catholic church is the one true church, but I cannot stand the liturgical abuses. I wish I could be an Eastern-rite Catholic, but there aren't any such parishes here.
Posted by: Lisa M. | February 27, 2008 6:19 PM
Rob G.: "The key to a true Christian life is to have both the right beliefs and the right corresponding actions. Without the former you have heresy, without the latter you have hypocrisy, both of which a person can be judged for."
In my study of the Bible I found that Jesus' words of condemnation were more often aimed at those who lacked in the area of action than in the area of belief. His parable of the sheep and goats stands as one such teaching, as does his sermon on the mount.
For that matter, Jesus' harshest words seemed to be directed to those leaders of the Jewish faith who had right belief but lacked right action. The Pharisees, by far, received the brunt of his criticism, at least as recorded in the Gospels. He criticized them harshly not for their belief, for they knew the law. He criticized them for their actions in placing such heavy burdens on others, for playing favorites and seeking political and social favor, and for neglecting the poor among their congregants.
It wasn't the unbelievers that he called "whitewashed sepulchers."
Posted by: ds0490 | February 27, 2008 6:52 PM
"If you are a Roman Catholic, you know that your religion was founded in the year 33 by Our Lord Jesus Christ; the One True Faith, ". . . outside of which no one at all can be saved."
Posted by: Tom | February 27, 2008 4:32 PM"
Tom, your post reminds me of an old line from "All in the Family" Mr Jefferson was at the Bunkers trying to convince Archie Bunker that Jesus was Ethiopian. Archie's response was "yeah, the Ethiopians say he was Ethiopian, the Lutherans say he was Lutheran...."
Posted by: | February 27, 2008 7:23 PM
Short answer: I left Evangelicalism because I believe families/couples should not be divided in worship.
Long answer by way of explanation: My (now ex) husband longed to worship with the Orthodox. I fought with God for 2-3 years with much weeping and gnashing of teeth after 20 years spent in Evangelical circles, much of it fully engaged in leadership, and a pastor's wife for 10 of those years. It was a really nasty transition, but it finally came down to fully accepting it's not "my will be done." That's honestly what made the difference. (you'd think after all that time I'd have figured that out... )
The husband's now left the family and I did think of returning to Evangelical circles as most of my friends are there. But our parish embraced my kids and me in a way that was profound. Besides, my understanding of things theological was never fully in accord with Protestant teaching (drat that Catholic upbringing! LOL). Thankfully a Catholic gf and I kept each other company for much of that time. She married a Greek man and she told me Protestantism was the only solution to the RC/Orthodox divide they would otherwise have faced. So there's another reason one left Catholicism - marriage.
I feel strongly that Prots, O's, and RC's (and Anglicans) are all my Christian sibs and I pray for unity (and not by warm fuzziness, mind you, but by wrestling together with the things that divide).
Posted by: danielle | February 27, 2008 7:25 PM
The key to a true Christian life is to have both the right beliefs and the right corresponding actions. Without the former you have heresy, without the latter you have hypocrisy, both of which a person can be judged for.
So when Bono, lead singer of the world's premier evangelizing band, sings "What you don't know you can feel somehow", that's heresy?
Posted by: Jillian | February 27, 2008 8:17 PM
I took Tom's post down. It's not original; that Catholic triumphalist thing he's claiming as his own has been around since forever.
Posted by: Rod Dreher | February 27, 2008 9:53 PM
Rod: "I took Tom's post down. It's not original; that Catholic triumphalist thing he's claiming as his own has been around since forever."
Ain't that the truth. Even the Pope is spreading it these days.
Posted by: ds0490 | February 27, 2008 11:37 PM
Tom Toles has a pretty funny sketch on this theme this evening:
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/opinions/cartoonsandvideos/toles_sketch.html?name=Toles&date=02272008
Posted by: Kit Stolz | February 28, 2008 12:17 AM
My father was raised Baptist. He once joked he left because he wanted something "colder", which I don't think is precisely untrue.
My Dad is not very talkative and some of this is guesswork. However what I gathered was that the Baptists he knew were too emotional and unintellectual for him. My Dad didn't go to college, but he's quite intelligent and self-educated. Anyway in early adulthood he became atheist or agnostic.
He knew few Catholics when he met my Mom. He was somewhat intrigued by the fact that, although she's not conventionally intellectual, she was able to explain various things about why she believed in her religion. His background was that you mostly believed because you "felt it" and because the Bible said it. Why the Bible said things or what those thing mean was apparently left unexplained or just not to be questioned. Most ministers where he lived were uneducated and even suspicious of smart kids. So being smart and unable to feel what they felt he apparently figured it was just something for dumb irrational people. Still in part he wanted to learn more so he could show Mom up and Mom apparently worried it was an elaborate effort to mock her religion. Instead he found the priest he talked to was quite erudite and he found Catholicism convincing. Presumably there was an emotional aspect as well, but my Dad is very emotionally guarded so his internal spiritual life is mostly unknown to me. I do get the vague sense he wasn't really happy as a nontheist. What he knew of religion before my Mom was just not for him while atheists/agnostics seemed smart and reasonable.
As for Orthodox the Pew study showed they have a greater retention rate than Catholics or mainline Protestants. Still 21% of those raised Orthodox are listed as converting to another religion and 7% as just leaving religion. I've read of a some Orthodox who just come to doubt Christianity itself. They seem to either become non-religious or Muslim. I've heard some criticism of the faith as "stagnant" or too specific to a certain ethnic group. In my own life I know of a Greek Orthodox convert who is somewhat lapsed because it's too difficult to find a Greek Orthodox Church where he lives.
Posted by: Thomas R | February 28, 2008 12:17 AM
"For that matter, Jesus' harshest words seemed to be directed to those leaders of the Jewish faith who had right belief but lacked right action. The Pharisees, by far, received the brunt of his criticism, at least as recorded in the Gospels. He criticized them harshly not for their belief, for they knew the law. He criticized them for their actions in placing such heavy burdens on others, for playing favorites and seeking political and social favor, and for neglecting the poor among their congregants."
Yeah, and how does that differ from what I said above? I don't recall Jesus anywhere saying something along the lines of "Hey, y'all -- you can believe any damn thing you want to, provided you help people out when you can and are nice!"
Limiting the NT message to what Jesus said in the Gospels has a certain appeal to it, but it's wrongheaded. The rest of the NT, in its Pauline, Petrine, and Johannine sources, strongly states that what one believes is important.
'So when Bono, lead singer of the world's premier evangelizing band, sings "What you don't know you can feel somehow", that's heresy?'
The statement you quote doesn't have enough cognitive content to be considered either heretical or orthodox. It is subject to too many conflicting interpretations.
Posted by: Rob G | February 28, 2008 7:49 AM
The Eucharist is why I am no longer Protestant. I wanted to eat of His Flesh and Drink of His Blood, so that I could have Life in me.
Posted by: Claudia Mair Burney | February 28, 2008 10:04 AM
Rob G: "Limiting the NT message to what Jesus said in the Gospels has a certain appeal to it, but it's wrongheaded. The rest of the NT, in its Pauline, Petrine, and Johannine sources, strongly states that what one believes is important."
But once again, each of those sources teach that correct belief drives correct actions. Add to that the letter from James, who became the head of the Jerusalem church and the leader of the Apostles in the years after Jesus' death. His words regarding faith and acts echo strongly the admonition of Jesus regarding salvation and our actions towards "the least of these."
Even the Demons believe in Jesus, and tremble at his name. Yet that belief clearly does not save them, for it does not drive them to action based on that belief. The evangelical church has focused for generations on belief at the expense of action. "Easy believism," as it has been called in the past, ends with the conversion of the person. Jesus' teachings, along with those of the apostles, point to that moment as the beginning, not the end, of one's salvation. Until the church returns to that view we will continue to see the stark contrast of comfortable, wealthy believers worshiping in multi-million dollar cathedrals listening to sermons on limiting the size of government, cutting taxes, stopping the homosexual agenda, and taking back the country for Jesus.
Meanwhile, the least of these turn to the government for assistance because the church has decided to build larger barns for its harvest instead of sharing it with others.
Posted by: | February 28, 2008 10:08 AM
ds0490 -- no argument from me there. The problem with "Progressive" Christianity, however, is that it tends to downplay right belief at the expense of right behavior. My point is simply that both are equally important -- there is a synergy between them. If either aspect is missing, the whole thing goes off the rails.
Posted by: Rob G | February 28, 2008 10:40 AM
Sorry, that last post was worded incorrectly. What I meant to say was that in Progressive Christianity, right behavior tends to be emphasized at the expense of right belief.
Posted by: Rob G | February 28, 2008 11:08 AM
danielle says:
She married a Greek man and she told me Protestantism was the only solution to the RC/Orthodox divide they would otherwise have faced.
How interesting. The RC and Orthodox have a bit more in common with each other than with Protestants.
Posted by: BG | February 28, 2008 11:19 AM
A longing for:
1) Apostolic faith
2) historicity
3) Living, efficacious Sacraments
4) Liturgy (which the Church absorbed from its Jewish roots early on and which my evangelical background had abandoned
5) Consistency in faith (even if not always in practice)
6) Authority
7) A system of bishops, priests/prebyters, deacons, etc. resembling the hierarchy of the early centuries of the Church.
8) A balance between faith & works and Scripture & Tradition
9) A realization of the communion of the saints
Posted by: MichaelStEdmund | February 28, 2008 4:30 PM
Rob G.: "ds0490 -- no argument from me there. The problem with "Progressive" Christianity, however, is that it tends to downplay right belief at the expense of right behavior. My point is simply that both are equally important -- there is a synergy between them. If either aspect is missing, the whole thing goes off the rails."
For some time we have watched people starve while "good Christians" insist on enacting laws against homosexuality and abortion from the pulpits of their glorious cathedrals and mega-churches. Perhaps it is time we err on the other side of the equation for a few centuries and feed some of the hungry folks who have been waiting on the church to quit being so full of itself and start being full of the holy spirit.
If God chooses not to open the gates of heaven to me because of it, so be it.
Posted by: ds0490 | February 28, 2008 9:39 PM
The statement you quote doesn't have enough cognitive content to be considered either heretical or orthodox. It is subject to too many conflicting interpretations.
Yeah, right.
Posted by: Jillian | February 29, 2008 12:01 AM
'The statement you quote doesn't have enough cognitive content to be considered either heretical or orthodox. It is subject to too many conflicting interpretations.'
"Yeah, right."
Well then explain it, genius. I'm all ears.
Posted by: Rob G | February 29, 2008 7:45 AM
What an excellent discussion! It's refreshing to discover that others have become disillusioned with Evangelical Protestantism like myself. I would have to ditto much of what all of you have said with regard to its deficiency. For a while, I thought this discovery would lead me to Roman Catholicism. But, unlike others who have taken this route, I cannot reconcile various RC teachings with the Early Church nor defend particular doctrines from Holy Scripture. High on this list of indefensible doctrines are Papal Infallibility, Purgatory, Indulgences, and the Immaculate Conception. What has especially deterred my leap over the Tiber is the concept of the development of doctrine in the RC. What the Magesterium has defined as necessary to be believed by all faithful Catholics has changed over the centuries. While Catholics may or may not have believed in Papal Infallibility, the Immaculate Conception or the Bodily Assumption of Mary prior to the 19th Century, now these are dogmas classified as necessary to be believed if one is a Roman Catholic. What will happen should the RCC acquiesce to the demands of certain Cardinals and add the teaching of Mary as Co-Redeemer and Mediatrix of All graces to the list of required beliefs for all faithful Catholics? One can look into the Early Church Fathers and discover quite readily that there was not a unanimous concent regarding some of the doctrines I've already mentioned.
Thus it is that my journey has led to an impasse. I've been studying the Orthodox faith and appreciate its roots in antiquity. The Orthodox seem to approach their faith with an understanding that we can't explain it all in rational terms, thus we are left with mysteries that can be apprehended through trust, hope, and love. That is comforting to my tendency toward an extremist rationality which needs logical answers for all that I believe theologically. "For now we see in a glass dimly."
I'm thankful that my journey away from Protestantism has brought me to a realization that the mystical Body of Christ exists in many faith traditions. While elitism may have served to assure me that I was "saved" unlike many of those in most churches, it eventually narrowed down the participants to a scant few and caused me to come to terms with the deficiencies of my own belief system.
Posted by: D.G. | March 1, 2008 4:07 PM
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