Of course, in one sense I'm not really saying goodbye. You won't be rid of me that easily; tomorrow, I suppose, or later tonight if my willpower is even less than I expect it to be, I'll turn up in the comment boxes again, ready to engage in discussions with Franklin and Susan and M_David and Larry and Harvey and all of you who know who you are (and who know that if it weren't for the need to write this post before midnight I'd keep writing all of your names).
When I wrote my first post on this blog, I said something about how worthwhile the blog, and what we do here, is. After some time spent on the other side of the comment boxes, that impression has only been strengthened. There's enough polarization and partisanship in this world of ours; there's enough of the habit of fitting people into tidy little boxes and rejecting what they have to say out of hand, because we're not really listening, just judging rapidly and moving on. If we can manage in the course of a discussion thread here on this blog to reach an appreciation for each other's points of view; if we can find an opportunity to find agreement on one thing with someone with whom we generally disagree; if we can reach out hands of friendliness and trust to people we ordinarily might not even encounter, we've done something amazing--and it happens here every day.
I've learned so much from this opportunity Rod so kindly gave me. One of the things I'm still marveling about is how much time and effort it can take to write and post multiple blog entries in the course of a day, to say nothing of keeping an eye on the comment boxes and entering the discussion threads from time to time. Rod does all of this in addition to his full-time job at the Dallas Morning News and the other writing projects he takes on, and still manages to be present to the people he interacts with here, entering into multiple blog "conversations" and keeping things flowing smoothly. The generosity of spirit behind his willingness to share so much of himself out here every day is a rare quality, and it's one that I know I've frequently taken for granted.
But as much as I couldn't really have guessed at the scope or nature of the work involved in writing this blog, I also couldn't have guessed at the fun of it. Being challenged on a daily basis to write well, to find interesting news and essays to comment on, to try to come up with a fresh perspective or unusual angle that would be worth a blog post, was, in perfect truth, one of the most enjoyable things I've ever done. If I felt a little overwhelmed by the end of the first day, that feeling didn't last; soon I was having to tear myself away from the computer at night, and at least once I reluctantly decided to save something for the next day instead of posting it well after midnight. To be fair, Rod did warn me about how addictive this blog could be; I knew it at one level as a long-time regular commenter, but can assure you that the addictive quality is exponentially increased from over here.
And that addiction wouldn't be possible without all of you, the people who read, who comment, who change what could be a static essay into a dynamic experience. I've enjoyed having the chance to spend a little more time than I otherwise can reading and following the comment box conversations; I feel as though I've learned a lot from, and about, all of you.
Over the course of the next few days I know I'm going to miss this. It has been such an incredible opportunity, and I have a feeling it will be several days before I stop hearing or reading some item on the news and reflexively beginning to shape a Crunchy Con blog post around it. (If I end up spending far too much time in the comment boxes between now and Christmas you'll know why!)
American humorist Helen Rowland once said, "A man never knows how to say goodbye; a woman never knows when to say it." That's true; it has taken me far longer to get these words down than it ought to have taken, and I'm finding myself reluctant to bring this to an end. I appreciate so much the kindness you've all shown me while I've been posting here, and I especially appreciate Rod's kindness in giving me the chance to do so in the first place.
Goodbye, God bless, and see you back in the comment boxes!

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