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posted by xscot mcknight | 12:30am Friday October 17, 2008

Kathleen Norris combines ancient classical writers on spirituality with the modern search for God. She thinks for herself and yet her memoirs seem to tell the story of others. Her newest book, Acedia & Me: Marriage, Monks and the Writer’s Life, tells her story through what ancient classical writers, like Evagrius Ponticus, called “acedia” — the so-called noonday demon.
So what is acedia, a word that at one time was what all spiritual writers talked about but which has fallen out of favor these days? “He [acedia personified] presses his attack upon the monk about the fourth hour and besieges the soul until the eighth hour. First of all he makes it seem that the sun barely moves, if at all, and that the day is fifty hours long. Then he constrains the monk to look constantly out the windows, to walk outside the cell, to gaze carefully at the sun to determine how far it stands from the ninth hour [or lunchtime], to look this way and now that to see if perhaps [one of the brethren appears from his cell]. Then he instills in the heart of the monk a hatred for the place, a hatred for his very life itself, a hatred for manual labor…. The demon drives him along to desire other sites … [and] leaves not leaf unturned to induce the monk to forsake his cell and drop out of the fight. … but only a state of deep peace and inexpressible joy arise out of this struggle” (Evagrius, from Norris, preface).
Have you experienced acedia? Is it depression? Is it chemical? What is it? Norris, as a person who has suffered for a long time from depression, knows both depression and acedia and thinks there is a difference.
Now Norris: “I think it is likely that much of the restless boredom, frantic escapism, commitment phobia, and enervating despair that plagues us today is the ancient demon in modern dress… while depression is an illness treatable by counseling and medication, acedia is a vice that is best countered by spiritual practice and the discipline of prayer” (3).
Acedia is the “absence of care” (3). That is, it is a kind of “spiritual morphine: you know the pain is there, yet can’t rouse yourself to give a damn” (3).
And she thinks it can strike anyone: “anyone whose work requires self-motivation and solitude, anyone who remains married ‘for better or worse,’ anyone who is determined to stay true to a commitment that is sorely tested in everyday life” (6).
I recommend this book for pastors, for professors, for artists, for writers … for those who are suffering from depression … for those who feel “blah” too often. Join us on Fridays to converse about this book.



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Ryan

posted October 17, 2008 at 2:59 am


I have this book and am planning on going through it with you on this “Friday is for Friends” series. Are you going to work through it a chapter a week? Thanks for your ministry.
I am looking forward to this look at acedia–or rather moving beyond acedia. For me, it is a blandness, or an “I don’t care” state that resonates out of whispers from somewhere that tell me that I “can’t do it”, or that I am “not worthy of accomplishment” thus my response is indifference, sometimes bordering on a self-destructive form of “I don’t care.”



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Scot McKnight

posted October 17, 2008 at 5:56 am


Ryan,
Yes, probably one chp per week …



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Andie

posted October 17, 2008 at 6:05 am


This should be a very helpful one, Scot. Thanks.



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dopderbeck

posted October 17, 2008 at 6:53 am


The modern response to Acedia is “let me take a break and check out my favorite blogs…” :-)



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Mick

posted October 17, 2008 at 6:57 am


I think depression is real and separate from acedia. But I also think acedia is different from what western culture (Christians included) often experience which is more related to what Rohlheiser calls “unbridled restlessness”. We become anxious, despondent or indifferent thru choice and sensory overload and disconnect from God, ourselves and others, unable to be truly present where we are. We are both busy and bored at the same time. Tho I have not read her book, my understanding of acedia in Christian tradition was more tied to those distractions and temptations (mostly from within) that interfere with those committed to living a whole life devoted to God vs. many of the symptoms she describes above that seem to come from being overly immersed in an ungodly culture. I also think John’s “dark night” is different still from acedia. I believe those devoted Jesus Creeders out there may encounter each of these at various times in their spiritual journey even if they never experience clinical depression.



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RJS

posted October 17, 2008 at 7:42 am


dopderbeck,
Oh … you hit me where it hurts. Truth will out.



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Travis Greene

posted October 17, 2008 at 8:32 am


Seems like what Douglas Adams called the long, dark teatime of the soul:
“In the end, it was Sunday afternoons he couldn’t cope with, and that terrible listlessness that starts to set in at about 2:55 when you know you’ve taken all the baths you can usefully take that day, that however hard you stare at any given paragraph in the newspaper you will never actually read it, or use the revolutionary new pruning technique it describes, and that as you stare at the clock the hands will move relentlessly on to four o’clock, and you will enter the Long Dark Teatime of the Soul.”



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tim atwater

posted October 17, 2008 at 9:00 am


Kathleen Norris is an awesome writer. Poet before she wrote prose. Dakota, Cloister Walk,Amazing Grace… the short lecture published by i think Paulist press–Quotidian Mysteries, a booklet on daily work as spiritual discipline.
Few use words so gracefully.
hope to read the book when it gets to library or paperback.
thanks for lifting this one up…
grace and peace



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Scott Grace

posted October 17, 2008 at 11:34 am


This book is tremendous.
This book is no self-help. There is no quick-fix, there is only naming the demon and countering its frozen grip with a heart bent to love, to care, to give, to sacrifice, to forgive, to mark each one with the dignity given by God’s life-giving hand. For some whose personalities and temperaments are prone to acedia, this book is needful, maybe even life-saving. To others who do not struggle with this particular vice, it is a reminder that life is present and needs to be lived in love.
For this book, I sing highest of praise. Thank you, Kathleen. Your life is breathing life into others. Thank you for such honesty and vulnerability.



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MatthewS

posted October 17, 2008 at 1:19 pm


huh. I have never heard of this. wow. Never knew the word. I thought “Acedia” was 1) nameless, and 2) my own personal invisible demon that followed me around everywhere that nobody else knew about. Man, I know this little punk!
You know one of the worst things I’ve tried? Keep getting up and getting more coffee! It creates a vicious cycle where I get more fidgety and so I get more coffee…



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cheryl

posted October 17, 2008 at 8:11 pm


“Acedia & Me…” rates #2 for me right behind The Cloister Walk. She mentioned acedia being ‘weariness of the soul’ and a ‘sloth of the mind’…I’ve been there.
The vague uneasiness that seems to creep into my thoughts and I ask myself ‘why am I doing this?’ Sometimes it slithers into my thoughts as listlessness, fatigue, or a low energy level. Sometimes I just don’t have the UMPH to fight it.
Finishing Norris’ book has led me to reading more on compunction and manual labor as tools for resolving acedia. Any thoughts?



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posted October 18, 2008 at 7:30 am


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GregF

posted October 18, 2008 at 9:41 am

Suzanne

posted October 20, 2008 at 7:42 pm


Dorothy Sayers takes an excellant quick look at acedia
in “Letters To a Diminished Church”. She writes, “The sixth deadly sin is named acedia or sloth. In the world it calls itself tolerance; but in hell it is called despair. It is the accomplice of the other sins and their worst punishment. It is the sin that believes in nothing, cares for nothing, seeks to know nothing, interferes with nothing, enjoys nothing, loves nothing, hates nothing, finds purpose in nothing, lives for nothing and remains alive only because there is nothing it would die for. We have known it far too well for many years. The only thing perhaps that we have not known about it is that it is a mortal sin.”



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