by Greg Zwahlen
I've always been fascinated by multiple personality disorder (or dissociative identity disorder, as it is now properly called). My fascination increased a couple of years ago when I read a rather lurid book called The Myth of Sanity: Divided Consciousness and the Promise of Awareness: Tales of Multiple Personality. It's a good read (in part because it's quite sensationalized: "... he did not survive it as only one child; he became several children, and these children divvied up the horror, and made it survivable . . ."). But of even greater interest, in terms of relevance to dharma, was an article I revisited recently, entitled "First Person Plural," published in the Atlantic last year.
Although it does not explicitly mention Buddhism, the piece works through one of the major concerns treated in Buddhism--the exploration of the self and the complications involved therein. It seems that disassociatve identify disorder has forced psychologists and philosophers to grapple with many of the same considerations that we Buddhists have for thousands of years. The author, Paul Bloom, a professor of psychology at Yale University, observes (emphasis mine):
We used to think that the hard part of the question "How can I be happy?" had to do with nailing down the definition of happy. But it may have more to do with the definition of I. Many researchers now believe, to varying degrees, that each of us is a community of competing selves, with the happiness of one often causing the misery of another. This theory might explain certain puzzles of everyday life, such as why addictions and compulsions are so hard to shake off, and why we insist on spending so much of our lives in worlds--like TV shows and novels and virtual-reality experiences--that don't actually exist.
. . . Some scholars argue that although the brain might contain neural subsystems, or modules, specialized for tasks like recognizing faces and understanding language, it also contains a part that constitutes a person, a self: the chief executive of all the subsystems. As the philosopher Jerry Fodor once put it, "If, in short, there is a community of computers living in my head, there had also better be somebody who is in charge; and, by God, it had better be me."
More radical scholars insist that an inherent clash exists between science and our long-held conceptions about consciousness and moral agency: if you accept that our brains are a myriad of smaller components, you must reject such notions as character, praise, blame, and free will. Perhaps the very notion that there are such things as selves--individuals who persist over time--needs to be rejected as well.
Where have we heard that before? Bloom continues:
The view I'm interested in falls between these extremes. It is conservative in that it accepts that brains give rise to selves that last over time, plan for the future, and so on. But it is radical in that it gives up the idea that there is just one self per head. The idea is that instead, within each brain, different selves are continually popping in and out of existence. They have different desires, and they fight for control--bargaining with, deceiving, and plotting against one another.
The notion of different selves within a single person is not new. .. But anyone tempted by this theory has to admit just how wrong it feels, how poorly it fits with most of our experience. In the main, we do think of ourselves as singular individuals who persist over time. If I were to learn that I was going to be tortured tomorrow morning, my reaction would be terror, not sympathy for the poor guy who will be living in my body then. If I do something terrible now, I will later feel guilt and shame, not anger at some other person.
Although it might be hard to think about the person who will occupy your body tomorrow morning as someone other than you, it is not hard at all to think that way about the person who will occupy your body 20 years from now. This may be one reason why many young people are indifferent about saving for retirement; they feel as if they would be giving up their money to an elderly stranger.
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to suffer from a dissociative disorder has nothing to do with buddhism... it has to do with suffering! Dissociation is hell, if you came to dissociate because of horror in your childhood. You don't get enlighted this way, you get split:-(
Meli, I did not say dissociative disorder had anything to do with being enlightened. I said it was illustrative of particular concerns in Buddhism.
Yes and this using dissociative disorders als an "illustrative" - is in my humble opinion not appropriate - it ignores the suffering of people. I think you shouldn't use a mental illness as an illustration.
I am a multiple, to describe what I feel would take pages. My life, as I know it; can be a real living hell. Never knowing 'who I am' in singular is impossible. Always feeling I am from Mars, having people come up to me and call me by a different name and are angry because I don't know them. Wanting to be loved is so important and so hard to find. Recognizing personas helps, filling their needs is hard. Children want to play and be children, adults crave support and love. Busy bees seem to always fill my head with their chatter, slience is a joy beyond belief.
@Melli - the illustration is intended to foster greater understanding, which fosters compassion, so I don't think it ignores the suffering of people at all. Quite the contrary.
@ Debbie - thank you for sharing your experience.
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